Friday, January 11, 2008
@ 6:29 AM
people!
i've changed my link!
so
click here.anew start to my life.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
@ 6:18 AM
HEYYYS! IM NOT EMO LE OKAYYS(:thanks everyone for ur concern
and i've thot through it very clearly. i dont wanna cry over a boy.
and merilyn is brave ya? she wont jump off the building or whateevr!
todae was very happie.
made a new fren called andre erwin poon.
hahaha!
thanks jet for the free bubble tea and david! you owe me 5 bucks!(:
(see, i reopened the blog for you can...zzz! hahaha!)
todae was fun. ge0g elec lesson made us go out of class and place.
made us very happie!:DDD
and after pe my legs are numbbbb.D:
tmr there's test too! what the fuck!
i'll try not to like anyone.
im on my way to success. cause why bro0d over a guy thats such a fker?
id rather flame him den like him ahhh! stupid!!!
im not so stupiddddddd!(:
can someone please help me think of a nice blog link?
im so clueless
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
satisfied @ 5:49 AM
3 facts u dunno bout me:
- i listen to chinese songs when im
emosad - i dont like the word emo, so i usually say that im sad
- i eat lucky bread's orange ice cream when im down or pissed.
the end.
HAPPIE BDAE LIMEI AND CHERLYN![will upload pix tmr][tags will be replied tmr too]
limei'll be
legal next yr. haha! she can get married too(:
sigh, how i wish i were
18. heehee:D
amath was stupid. the teacher sucks.
awaiting for
house meeting tmr; though the shirt sucks.
(yeahh, like who'd put the badge rite in the middle?
toot.)
I'm too insignificant to change things,when nothing wants to be changed.I don't really wanna try anymore, I'm sick of saying the same things over and over again. I'm sick of 2008. I'm sick of thinking that things will remain like this I'm sick of being reluctant to go to school because it's such a bother. I'm sick of going to class, every single day, thinking that it's going to be another assed up lesson. I'm sick of thinking of............ . I'm sick of missing the old times, trying to get it back just cuz I think that it's worth it but nothing ever works. Seems like I'm so damn wrong, so damn very fucking wrong.
Monday, January 07, 2008
im happie(: @ 6:20 AM
heyys! todae was quite pissed off...
firstly there was some bloody attire check. of all lvls, why must sec3 can?!
den cher was like
"
you and eileen's skirt are the shortest of the lot"(which is not even truue la)
den dm being so nosy
"
ask dem go clip up their fringe"knn. its
NOT short can.
i think you should go get ur glasses check or u're a plain pajiao la!
urghhhhskool's starting to get fun.
im starting to get
happie (xpromised loads of ppl to stay happie and not get dragged into emoness.
anw, we came up many names!
sherting-x3 nehnehpokjasmine-x3
fangpirachel-x3jiaksai.me-x3
kukubird.haha, i noe sounds very crude la! but i likeee:P
just completed amath and emath which seemed like forever.
and yarr, some ppl very selfish luh, make me complete everything):ohya! i hate this stupidstupidstupid woman! can she like fck off and leave him alone?
what money shit can. go eat ur own shit la.(:
jet: okayys, haha! i shant be emo as promised huh!(:
sotong: wahpiang! what u tinkin?!
o wen: hel0! and yupyup, linked ya up le!~
yvette: haha. okayys la! not that bad so far & did you get caught for nails todae?
someone: erm, no, i didnt delete any post. and im not EMO OKAY! im just sad. but im happie now(; ahahaha! back to my hyper self luh(:
david: ur head la! u den emo la!
jasmine: hel0!(:yes! i agree! love that club!heeehee, at least you've got him mahh! hahha. he's one and a half times my cute idiot!( seb ask me cnt call him idiot de)xDDD
the past cannot be changed, the future is still in YOUR powers.
guess whcih page of the tk organiser this is?(:
ps: seb doesnt allow me to call
idiot idiot, so i call him a
cute idiot.(:
heyys, srry bout jus now. but, if you had learnt it. wld you help me? if you did, i wldnt wanna ask for more. cause the littlest things that u do make me happie. just like when u talked to me and said you were bored. sigh.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
i failed in the end @ 6:16 AM
my resolution was less emo, more smiling.
but why does it turn out the other way?
anw, thot of another resolution, say
less vulgarities:P
but broked it long ago by scolding chao humji to some idiot guy.
hello! okayy. i try not to sound sad in this post.
TRY.erm. cause i haven blog sth proper bout my class so i shall try.
ehh. i kinda noe all my chers and i cant wait for lectures in the audi!:D
my class has 2farhans and they're damn funny can?!?!
den during geog elec. class mrs chen asked us whats geog.
den stefan went to write
subject, and farhan went to write
africa or sth liidat.
zzz! and someone wrote
a word. haha. okayy. my class so lame!
form/phsics cher: mrs quek! and she's so nice!!(: i love her luh:D
chem cher: tan kee hoe. he's nice- onli if you pay attention.
emath: mr vincent tan- surprisingly funny!haha
amath" ms wong? i don understand what she's tokin bouT. DAVINCI'S head(:
geog elec: mrs chen- no comments?
HCL- ng ah noi!!!! haha. love her luh! so cute(: ppl mountain, ppl sea! haha!
english- celestine poon. i like her slang! lawl...
ss- i dunno, dont care la.
and my class has
7girls. is that pathetic or what?
even all the chers also said so during the 1st dae of sko0l lo.
beginning to like my class of 3e.(:
_______
after sko0l slacking.skool's so diff. diff feeling luh... somehow.
ANYONE WANNA JOIN THE WE HAVE THE SAME SHOES CLUB?
must be in pairs den can.
I NOE WHO'S MY PAIR LE(:so do sherting and jasmine! hahaha! same shoess....... hehe:D
went borders after skool.
this shking thing. you ask a question den you shake until this thing comes out
and you read it.accurate at times.
i asked
IS HE CUTE.and they came out with this, which means
= YES DEFINITELY. AHAHAHA!maybe they're jus trying to cheer me up cause i noe the answer myself.
though he;s cute in my heart.
den me and jasmine went on to play this.
its more accurate cause the answers do have connections.
asked SOMETHING.
dunno bout that.
but.... maybe its jus a consolation for me. sigh.
CCA RECRUITMENT DAE.funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. cause i saw himhimhim!
haha.xDDDDD so happie can. i told you glimpses were enough.
ohya! i was a saviour todae with the help of jasmine!! hahahahaha.
if not SOMEppl wld have gotten into deep shit!:D
oh...
you look nice in the uni. so nice. so nice. hawthawthawt.
sameshoessameshoessameshoes.
den went lucky station. den went parkway.
omg! borders was so fun luh!(:
and thanks
jo that fan too!(:
love you!sian. there's one whole bunch of h/w and i've finished dem*patsherself on the back*
den 2tests on mondae. social studies and emath):
so stressed without my stressreliever):
im done with my post cause i duno what else that's happie.
im srry that im rather emo but... dont piss me off la.
i blow my fuse rather quick these daes. ohya. and dont flirt with him la.
can you feel my pain?
acting notti. ahya. whatever you call it la. wtf.
meet *****, my owl. MYYYY.
he's freakin cute and me, jasmine and rachel were making some silly skit
out of the dozens of owl's found inside! haha. and they may look the same
but their hearts are "diff", somehow. hahahaa
star+ mirror. looks attractive.
and what the hell are they teaching kids these daes?!
*shakes head*
__________
i noe alot of you guys tell me" he's not worth you liking la!"
"so qianbian sia!"
"so arrogant, so proud"
"so fked up. attitude prob"
sigh. but when you like someone. is there a reasom?
wld the love blind out all the bad points?
cause i seem so ignorant bout all these points.
idunno la. im like fking pissed with myself. is that real love?
haiya. FUCKFUCKFUCK!.
todae the first dae merilyn cried in 2oo8;
because of him. she cldnt handle the stress in sko0l alr.
and she still rmbs she cried on the first dae of 2oo7 for the same FKING reason.
and she's still crying.
i dont wanna be emo! i just wanna feel happie. is that so impossible?
im not going to be emo...
im jus... ... love sick? sad. plain sad.
sad for the choice that she made.
sad for her bleeding heart thats aching inside.
sad for her being so stupid and cant excel in her studies.
sad that she's literally nth in his eyes.
sotong: hahahah! i saw it todae man! quite "nice" la:D
someone: huh. okayys. nevermind! i'll find it by hook or by cro0k
jasmine: haha! yeah! now im scared of holding onto railings! *shudders*
someone; ya luh. ur english pro la. dont come here and kp can. i like it this way cnt ah. fk la.
sotong; yeah! i saw it!
shaokiat: what!?! where gt can! and better than you! no fringe!hehehehe:D
deborah: yeah! same to you!(: i'll link you asap(:
Thursday, January 03, 2008
my regret @ 6:56 AM
i
love you so much;
yet i cant find the right words to phrase it.
if time cld be turned back,
can we forget the horrible memories and start afresh?
im trying not to be emo cause as long as i get to see you everydae.
even if it means just a glimpse, i'd be satisfied.
maybe i shld be jus contented jus this way.
in the past, i took you for granted.
i was alr. the happiest girl alive to be with you,
yet i wanted more, i admit i was crossing the line.
but all you did was to ask me to
changechangechangeand all i needed was just ur warm embrace.
we seem to be worlds apart.
so far; yet so near.
sighsighsigh.
if time cld be turn back,
to the dae where u love(d) me;
my answer wld still be yes.
& u were no doubt my
GREATEST regret.
ps: im starting to like my class. they make lessons funny!(:
hopefully i can cheer up with their laughter.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
@ 5:34 AM
time seems to be passing so slowly todae.
todae was alright. not too good, not too bad either. sigh.
sat at a corner seat facing the window but cher changed our seats. tsk.
I WANTED CORNER SEAT DE LOR; now have to sit right in front. sian.
todae was jus a waste of time, talk one whole bunch of crap...
but the guys lo0k really mature in long pants:DD
everyone changed so much too. seems like everyone's hols were fruitful one huh!
yepp. after school slacked at video world. talked alot with
JASMINE, ERINA, SHERTING, XINYI AND SIHUI.haha, after jasmine and erina left cause they wanted to sleep,
me, xinyi and sihui talked bout past daes and stuff. sigh, somehow emo.):
but someone said he hates emo ppl so i shall try and cheer myself up.
ohya! we saw some very "
obscene" stuff. haha!
bus-ed home around 5+.
sian. todae wasnt a good start of skool for me.
distracted, lost, confused. (my results confirm drop de)
sigh, thats all i can sae.
i jus need a miracle to get past this year.
tagreplies;
someone: haha. thanks(: and why cant i get the link? tsk! not fair!
sotong: haha! omg serious?! i didnt see you in school todae though=// but i shall comment on it after i see it!(:
regret's written all over her face.
i regret not getting that converse bag;
i regret not working harder for my english,
etcetc.
sigh. but choosing this path was my absolute regret.
i had the chance to hold on, yet i let it go.
sigh. i need the strength to carry on with life man):
ps:i hope u're reading this.
hmm, on a happie note we wore the same skool shoes!!.
2moredaes,emoemoemoemoemeomo.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
@ 4:51 AM
new bag, check.
new hairstyle, check.
new pencilcase, check.
new shoes, check.
new waterbottle, check.
new skirt, check.
new specs, check.
new sko0l bo0ks, check.
yeahhhs! im ready for sko0l! wooho0
see you guys in skool tmr!:D
bu2 jian4 bu2 shan4!(:
im getting excited le!!!
tag replies:
Ztark: ahaha. thanks alot man:D and happie new yr to you too!
sotong: haha! so you see! i gt the last laugh in the end. hehehe!
jasmine: haha, thanks! and i prefer let down though=// hah! cookies are nicee, yumyum. and yeah, i'll relink u right after this post!:D cya tmr!!
Monday, December 31, 2007
@ 6:06 AM
i gt my haircut(:
love my "new" hairstyle luh!:D mom got her hair dyed black so she can
pretend to look young again.
DEN the bad part started... while walking saw
him* hehe.
den wanted to trail him cause i was hyper. all of a sudden my mom said,
"hey! lets go get some banana cakes!"
" erm, no."
"haiyo! just go get the banana cakes la!( which no one bloody eats in the hse)"
"shit."
"shit what?"
"banana cake like shit ma"
shit man. ughhhhhhhh. but forget it la. its not like im going to tail him all the way to his hse rite!
in the salon. ahah. still got drinks and cookies. i like!!
satisfied little girl. i suppose u noe how my specs look like now.tsk
dinner. ohya! the sharksfin rawked(:
so year end resolutions:
- hope tht 2oo8's life will be better
- hope he can just fk off frm my life.
- less worries. better results.
- hope that i'll be less hottempered
- hope that our clique will be closer!
- hope that i wont break any more specs.
- teachers will do what they preach- LESS TEACHING, MORE LEARNING PLEASE.
if anyone's gonna mess with me or him, i'll make sure i curse u until you die and get banged over by some lorry la. kiss my ass whoever u will be.
i can say that through
2oo7, i've learnt alot of things. i've learnt to grow more, know whats right and whats wrong and lots more. i've also learnt to treasure what i have before its gone. sigh. i still prefer 2oo6. if i cld turn back time la!
most of all, i'll miss
2b the most T_T. time passes so fast. i hope there'll be more gatherings and stuff like that, den we wont drift that far apart.
and my
clique too! hope that we'll bond even more next yr and stay happie and hyper like always! thanks sihui for the picture(:
so 2oo8, in 1and a half hrs time, i'll see you. gimme a go0d yr alrights?
less crying, more smiling!:D
tag replies:
jet: haha. happie searching la. actually its quite obvious since i suck at surprises. sian.
sotong: YEAH RITE MAN:D lets see who gets the last laugh la!and i relink you le.
sihui: haha. yar lo! i see le also sibei sickD: and yupyup. nightmares are dreams afterall. still rmb the gregory dream u told me? ahah!
sarah: heyys!:D relink le(:
with you with you with you.
i never tried to deny my love for you.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
@ 5:06 AM
hell0! srry for the late delay in my post.
my com was down for a dae after that stupid
mio system was installed.
so frustrated cant use com luh!D:
anw, on fridae, i got my
new specs! hehe[x i wont tell you guys how it looks like. sko0l reopen den u'll noe bahh huh.. i'll show you guys my spare specs, but...keep u guys in suspense for the moment. but i did get some shots from the optician. and hell, it was scary.
"eh, do all sell contacts?" me asking politely
" u go to the board there and see. do you tink we wld sell contacts?"
" huh? i thot all shops gt sell one?"
i keno dao-ed.tsk.
aww, total disappointment luh. but nevermind! i gt a
frameless one *hinthint*
i dunno whether it lo0ks nice or weird on me. sheesh.
sick. sick sick. thats some rotting eye man. eewwww.
thats weird, since tech is like so advanced these daes. sheesh.
this is even sicker. all the types of infection u'd be prone to be if you wear contacts and nvr take proper care of it, that is.
GROSS GROSS GROSS MAN!having second thots bought it now manD:
saturdaewent to mom's office to meet her den went to some family/frens party!
srry cldnt pei
sihui and jasmineD: apologies!!
and cldnt make it to
ryan and nevin's church thingy. paiseh!
i think someone's angry with me luh! srry luh!D:
didnt wanna "
ruin" ur bdae.(and happie bdae)
yeah, we gt onto my uncle's van with joselyn, julianne and edmund inside.
hehe. den headed to another aunty's house to play. she has three kids-
shafiq, shakir and shakira. I LIKE THE NAME SHAKIRA!:D reminds me of the singer in mtv!
yeah, she was barely 2months old and so tiny! but she's ever so cute!
hmm, den after that joselyn, julianne and edmund went to my house. they taught me how to play joker- with 2decks of cards- cool eh! and we played mahjong. den watched the duomaomao; some channel U show. the moms were criticising on how skimpily the girls were clad in. haiyo. parents...*shakes head*
nothing much done todae. tuition for three hours straight which sent me blurred and confused.
watched the whole series of
hell's kitchen on youtube. RAWKED!:D
tmr im going to
cut hair. wheeeeeee, cant wait.
i love? it when skool reopens. shitass.
spare specs. not red anymore, its grey. i hate grey.
so dull and yucky.
me and julianne in the van. so dark can. and i was busy playing some game.
heehee!(x
us at aunty's house. joselyn, julianne and me.(:
2B'S CLASS PIX!
still rmb that was taken on the last dae of skool?
i kinda miss it all of a sudden.
will miss you guys manD:
(impromptu shot)
perfect, never forgotten. ever so cute(:
2B:D
________________________
quizzie:the top five presents u wish for:1. psp.2. you.*
3.pink skinnies!
4. your presence/ present will be fine.
5. new platforms.
The person who tag you is:
Jasmine!
My relationship with her is:
go0d Friends with her since that incident!
Your 5 impression of him.
cheerful, hypered, yet can be super emo at times, sentimental?, adorable!
Most memoriable thing she has done for me?
Hmmm, that must be when we walk home tgt always! and all the talks and when she cheers me up when im down!lotslots!
most memorable she said:ehh.... i think her laughter is very memorable!xD
If he becomes my lover, you will?
marry her right away! cause she's my "dear!"
if she becomes my lover, she needs to improve on:no need to change la, if u realli love her, love her for who she is and accept it. not be some whiney pussy and grumble the whole time.*hinthint to some guy that has no appreciative skills*
If he becomes my enemy, reason will be:
huh?
most desires that you want to do for her:oohlala, how cld you ask such a sensitive qn?! nahh, just kiddingxD
your overall impression of her:
bubbly, sweet and chio!
Pass this quiz to 10 people which you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Sihui
2. Sherting
3. Josephine
4. jasmine
5. Xinyi
6. Erina
7. genevieve
8. gwen
9. someone. lol
10. and who ever that wanna do it. its kinda like a cycle really. i shall try and do it every dae la. TRY LA. but very tirring lo.
tag replies:
sihui: haiya! everything explained in my blogD: sian!DDD:
someone: ahah! so u've gt a blog. thats a hint i suppose? and dont wrry luh, as you said, they're just nightmares! so relakk! can i have the link of ur blog though? lawl!
jasmine: ahah! really? girls rawk in sixx senth, i think!:D
sotong: eheh, next week u also sec2 liao lehh! and thanks! u must jy for streaming in sec2 also huh!
jet: no way man:D happy guessing!
3rd time, i dreamt of you dying. thankfully, i didnt wake up crying. i woke up feeling that something was off my chest. it just means that i've gotten over with life. with you. time's not waitin for anybody, so i guess i've gotta move on.
but when i gave up, i chanced upon ur photo through him. and the memories keep flowing back and i dunno what the eff im tinkin bout. its always like that. everytime i move on, you keep coming back.
just one quote: OHH! FUCK OFF.
if it ever happens again...
i will cry badly.
cause this time its not you who i've given up on.
its myself that i've given up on.
screw it.
