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2008-01-11T06:29:00.000-08:00

people!
i've changed my link!
so click here.

anew start to my life.

2008-01-10T06:18:00.000-08:00

HEYYYS! IM NOT EMO LE OKAYYS(:
thanks everyone for ur concern
and i've thot through it very clearly. i dont wanna cry over a boy.
and merilyn is brave ya? she wont jump off the building or whateevr!
todae was very happie.
made a new fren called andre erwin poon.
hahaha!
thanks jet for the free bubble tea and david! you owe me 5 bucks!(:
(see, i reopened the blog for you can...zzz! hahaha!)

todae was fun. ge0g elec lesson made us go out of class and place.
made us very happie!:DDD
and after pe my legs are numbbbb.D:
tmr there's test too! what the fuck!

i'll try not to like anyone.
im on my way to success. cause why bro0d over a guy thats such a fker?
id rather flame him den like him ahhh! stupid!!!
im not so stupiddddddd!(:

can someone please help me think of a nice blog link?
im so clueless

satisfied

2008-01-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

3 facts u dunno bout me:

i listen to chinese songs when im ~~emo~~sad
i dont like the word emo, so i usually say that im sad
i eat lucky bread's orange ice cream when im down or pissed.
the end.

HAPPIE BDAE LIMEI AND CHERLYN!
[will upload pix tmr][tags will be replied tmr too]
limei'll be legal next yr. haha! she can get married too(:
sigh, how i wish i were 18. heehee:D

amath was stupid. the teacher sucks.
awaiting for house meeting tmr; though the shirt sucks.
(yeahh, like who'd put the badge rite in the middle? toot.)

I'm too insignificant to change things,
when nothing wants to be changed.

I don't really wanna try anymore, I'm sick of saying the same things over and over again. I'm sick of 2008. I'm sick of thinking that things will remain like this I'm sick of being reluctant to go to school because it's such a bother. I'm sick of going to class, every single day, thinking that it's going to be another assed up lesson. I'm sick of thinking of............ . I'm sick of missing the old times, trying to get it back just cuz I think that it's worth it but nothing ever works. Seems like I'm so damn wrong, so damn very fucking wrong.

im happie(:

2008-01-07T06:20:00.000-08:00

heyys! todae was quite pissed off...
firstly there was some bloody attire check. of all lvls, why must sec3 can?!

den cher was like
" you and eileen's skirt are the shortest of the lot"
(which is not even truue la)
den dm being so nosy
" ask dem go clip up their fringe"

knn. its NOT short can.
i think you should go get ur glasses check or u're a plain pajiao la!
urghhhh

skool's starting to get fun.
im starting to get happie (x
promised loads of ppl to stay happie and not get dragged into emoness.
anw, we came up many names!
sherting-x3 nehnehpok
jasmine-x3fangpi
rachel-x3jiaksai.
me-x3kukubird.

haha, i noe sounds very crude la! but i likeee:P

just completed amath and emath which seemed like forever.
~~and yarr, some ppl very selfish luh, make me complete everything):~~

ohya! i hate this stupidstupidstupid woman! can she like fck off and leave him alone?
what money shit can. go eat ur own shit la.(:

jet: okayys, haha! i shant be emo as promised huh!(:
sotong: wahpiang! what u tinkin?!
o wen: hel0! and yupyup, linked ya up le!~
yvette: haha. okayys la! not that bad so far & did you get caught for nails todae?
someone: erm, no, i didnt delete any post. and im not EMO OKAY! im just sad. but im happie now(; ahahaha! back to my hyper self luh(:
david: ur head la! u den emo la!
jasmine: hel0!(:yes! i agree! love that club!heeehee, at least you've got him mahh! hahha. he's one and a half times my cute idiot!( seb ask me cnt call him idiot de)xDDD

the past cannot be changed, the future is still in YOUR powers.
guess whcih page of the tk organiser this is?(:

ps: seb doesnt allow me to call idiot idiot, so i call him a cute idiot.(:

heyys, srry bout jus now. but, if you had learnt it. wld you help me? if you did, i wldnt wanna ask for more. cause the littlest things that u do make me happie. just like when u talked to me and said you were bored. sigh.

i failed in the end

2008-01-05T06:16:00.000-08:00

my resolution was less emo, more smiling.
but why does it turn out the other way?

anw, thot of another resolution, say less vulgarities:P
but broked it long ago by scolding chao humji to some idiot guy.

hello! okayy. i try not to sound sad in this post. TRY.
erm. cause i haven blog sth proper bout my class so i shall try.
ehh. i kinda noe all my chers and i cant wait for lectures in the audi!:D

my class has 2farhans and they're damn funny can?!?!
den during geog elec. class mrs chen asked us whats geog.
den stefan went to write subject, and farhan went to write africa or sth liidat.
zzz! and someone wrote a word. haha. okayy. my class so lame!

form/phsics cher: mrs quek! and she's so nice!!(: i love her luh:D
chem cher: tan kee hoe. he's nice- onli if you pay attention.
emath: mr vincent tan- surprisingly funny!haha
amath" ms wong? i don understand what she's tokin bouT. DAVINCI'S head(:
geog elec: mrs chen- no comments?
HCL- ng ah noi!!!! haha. love her luh! so cute(: ppl mountain, ppl sea! haha!
english- celestine poon. i like her slang! lawl...
ss- i dunno, dont care la.

and my class has 7girls. is that pathetic or what?
even all the chers also said so during the 1st dae of sko0l lo.
beginning to like my class of 3e.(:
_______
after sko0l slacking.

skool's so diff. diff feeling luh... somehow.

ANYONE WANNA JOIN THE WE HAVE THE SAME SHOES CLUB?

must be in pairs den can. I NOE WHO'S MY PAIR LE(:
so do sherting and jasmine! hahaha! same shoess....... hehe:D
went borders after skool.

this shking thing. you ask a question den you shake until this thing comes out
and you read it.accurate at times.
i asked IS HE CUTE.
and they came out with this, which means= YES DEFINITELY. AHAHAHA!
maybe they're jus trying to cheer me up cause i noe the answer myself.
though he;s cute in my heart.

den me and jasmine went on to play this.
its more accurate cause the answers do have connections.
asked SOMETHING.

dunno bout that.
but.... maybe its jus a consolation for me. sigh.

CCA RECRUITMENT DAE.
funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. cause i saw himhimhim!
haha.xDDDDD so happie can. i told you glimpses were enough.
ohya! i was a saviour todae with the help of jasmine!! hahahahaha.
if not SOMEppl wld have gotten into deep shit!:D

oh...
you look nice in the uni. so nice. so nice. hawthawthawt.
sameshoessameshoessameshoes.

den went lucky station. den went parkway.
omg! borders was so fun luh!(:
and thanks jo that fan too!(: love you!

sian. there's one whole bunch of h/w and i've finished dem*patsherself on the back*
den 2tests on mondae. social studies and emath):
so stressed without my stressreliever):

im done with my post cause i duno what else that's happie.
im srry that im rather emo but... dont piss me off la.
i blow my fuse rather quick these daes. ohya. and dont flirt with him la.

can you feel my pain?

acting notti. ahya. whatever you call it la. wtf.

meet *****, my owl. MYYYY.

he's freakin cute and me, jasmine and rachel were making some silly skit
out of the dozens of owl's found inside! haha. and they may look the same
but their hearts are "diff", somehow. hahahaa

star+ mirror. looks attractive.

and what the hell are they teaching kids these daes?!

*shakes head*
__________

i noe alot of you guys tell me" he's not worth you liking la!"
"so qianbian sia!"
"so arrogant, so proud"
"so fked up. attitude prob"
sigh. but when you like someone. is there a reasom?
wld the love blind out all the bad points?
cause i seem so ignorant bout all these points.
idunno la. im like fking pissed with myself. is that real love?
haiya. FUCKFUCKFUCK!.

todae the first dae merilyn cried in 2oo8;
because of him. she cldnt handle the stress in sko0l alr.
and she still rmbs she cried on the first dae of 2oo7 for the same FKING reason.
and she's still crying.
i dont wanna be emo! i just wanna feel happie. is that so impossible?
im not going to be emo...
im jus... ... love sick? sad. plain sad.
sad for the choice that she made.
sad for her bleeding heart thats aching inside.
sad for her being so stupid and cant excel in her studies.
sad that she's literally nth in his eyes.

sotong: hahahah! i saw it todae man! quite "nice" la:D
someone: huh. okayys. nevermind! i'll find it by hook or by cro0k
jasmine: haha! yeah! now im scared of holding onto railings! *shudders*
someone; ya luh. ur english pro la. dont come here and kp can. i like it this way cnt ah. fk la.
sotong; yeah! i saw it!
shaokiat: what!?! where gt can! and better than you! no fringe!hehehehe:D
deborah: yeah! same to you!(: i'll link you asap(:

my regret

2008-01-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

i love you so much;
yet i cant find the right words to phrase it.

if time cld be turned back,
can we forget the horrible memories and start afresh?
im trying not to be emo cause as long as i get to see you everydae.
even if it means just a glimpse, i'd be satisfied.
maybe i shld be jus contented jus this way.

in the past, i took you for granted.
i was alr. the happiest girl alive to be with you,
yet i wanted more, i admit i was crossing the line.
but all you did was to ask me to changechangechange
and all i needed was just ur warm embrace.

we seem to be worlds apart.
so far; yet so near.
sighsighsigh.

if time cld be turn back,
to the dae where u love(d) me;
my answer wld still be yes.
& u were no doubt my GREATEST regret.

ps: im starting to like my class. they make lessons funny!(:
hopefully i can cheer up with their laughter.

2008-01-02T05:34:00.001-08:00

time seems to be passing so slowly todae.
todae was alright. not too good, not too bad either. sigh.
sat at a corner seat facing the window but cher changed our seats. tsk.
I WANTED CORNER SEAT DE LOR; now have to sit right in front. sian.

todae was jus a waste of time, talk one whole bunch of crap...
but the guys lo0k really mature in long pants:DD
everyone changed so much too. seems like everyone's hols were fruitful one huh!

yepp. after school slacked at video world. talked alot with
JASMINE, ERINA, SHERTING, XINYI AND SIHUI.
haha, after jasmine and erina left cause they wanted to sleep,
me, xinyi and sihui talked bout past daes and stuff. sigh, somehow emo.):
but someone said he hates emo ppl so i shall try and cheer myself up.
ohya! we saw some very "obscene" stuff. haha!

bus-ed home around 5+.
sian. todae wasnt a good start of skool for me. distracted, lost, confused.
(my results confirm drop de)
sigh, thats all i can sae.
i jus need a miracle to get past this year.

tagreplies;
someone: haha. thanks(: and why cant i get the link? tsk! not fair!
sotong: haha! omg serious?! i didnt see you in school todae though=// but i shall comment on it after i see it!(:

regret's written all over her face.
i regret not getting that converse bag;
i regret not working harder for my english,
etcetc.
sigh. but choosing this path was my absolute regret.
i had the chance to hold on, yet i let it go.
sigh. i need the strength to carry on with life man):
ps:i hope u're reading this.
hmm, on a happie note we wore the same skool shoes!!.

2moredaes,emoemoemoemoemeomo.

2008-01-01T04:51:00.000-08:00

new bag, check.
new hairstyle, check.
new pencilcase, check.
new shoes, check.
new waterbottle, check.
new skirt, check.
new specs, check.
new sko0l bo0ks, check.

yeahhhs! im ready for sko0l! wooho0
see you guys in skool tmr!:D
bu2 jian4 bu2 shan4!(:

im getting excited le!!!

tag replies:
Ztark: ahaha. thanks alot man:D and happie new yr to you too!
sotong: haha! so you see! i gt the last laugh in the end. hehehe!
jasmine: haha, thanks! and i prefer let down though=// hah! cookies are nicee, yumyum. and yeah, i'll relink u right after this post!:D cya tmr!!

2007-12-31T06:06:00.000-08:00

i gt my haircut(:
love my "new" hairstyle luh!:D mom got her hair dyed black so she can pretend to look young again.

DEN the bad part started... while walking saw him* hehe.
den wanted to trail him cause i was hyper. all of a sudden my mom said,

"hey! lets go get some banana cakes!"
" erm, no."
"haiyo! just go get the banana cakes la!( which no one bloody eats in the hse)"
"shit."
"shit what?"
"banana cake like shit ma"

shit man. ughhhhhhhh. but forget it la. its not like im going to tail him all the way to his hse rite!

in the salon. ahah. still got drinks and cookies. i like!!

satisfied little girl. i suppose u noe how my specs look like now.tsk

dinner. ohya! the sharksfin rawked(:

so year end resolutions:

hope tht 2oo8's life will be better
hope he can just fk off frm my life.
less worries. better results.
hope that i'll be less hottempered
hope that our clique will be closer!
hope that i wont break any more specs.
teachers will do what they preach- LESS TEACHING, MORE LEARNING PLEASE.

if anyone's gonna mess with me or him, i'll make sure i curse u until you die and get banged over by some lorry la. kiss my ass whoever u will be.

i can say that through 2oo7, i've learnt alot of things. i've learnt to grow more, know whats right and whats wrong and lots more. i've also learnt to treasure what i have before its gone. sigh. i still prefer 2oo6. if i cld turn back time la!

most of all, i'll miss 2b the most T_T. time passes so fast. i hope there'll be more gatherings and stuff like that, den we wont drift that far apart.

and my clique too! hope that we'll bond even more next yr and stay happie and hyper like always! thanks sihui for the picture(:

so 2oo8, in 1and a half hrs time, i'll see you. gimme a go0d yr alrights?
less crying, more smiling!:D

tag replies:
jet: haha. happie searching la. actually its quite obvious since i suck at surprises. sian.
sotong: YEAH RITE MAN:D lets see who gets the last laugh la!and i relink you le.
sihui: haha. yar lo! i see le also sibei sickD: and yupyup. nightmares are dreams afterall. still rmb the gregory dream u told me? ahah!
sarah: heyys!:D relink le(:

with you with you with you.
i never tried to deny my love for you.

2007-12-30T05:06:00.000-08:00

hell0! srry for the late delay in my post.
my com was down for a dae after that stupid mio system was installed.
so frustrated cant use com luh!D:

anw, on fridae, i got my new specs! hehe[x i wont tell you guys how it looks like. sko0l reopen den u'll noe bahh huh.. i'll show you guys my spare specs, but...keep u guys in suspense for the moment. but i did get some shots from the optician. and hell, it was scary.

"eh, do all sell contacts?" me asking politely

" u go to the board there and see. do you tink we wld sell contacts?"

" huh? i thot all shops gt sell one?"

i keno dao-ed.tsk.

aww, total disappointment luh. but nevermind! i gt a frameless one *hinthint*
i dunno whether it lo0ks nice or weird on me. sheesh.

sick. sick sick. thats some rotting eye man. eewwww.

thats weird, since tech is like so advanced these daes. sheesh.

this is even sicker. all the types of infection u'd be prone to be if you wear contacts and nvr take proper care of it, that is.
GROSS GROSS GROSS MAN!
having second thots bought it now manD:

saturdae
went to mom's office to meet her den went to some family/frens party!
srry cldnt pei sihui and jasmineD: apologies!!
and cldnt make it to ryan and nevin's church thingy. paiseh!
i think someone's angry with me luh! srry luh!D:
didnt wanna "ruin" ur bdae.(and happie bdae)

yeah, we gt onto my uncle's van with joselyn, julianne and edmund inside.
hehe. den headed to another aunty's house to play. she has three kids- shafiq, shakir and shakira. I LIKE THE NAME SHAKIRA!:D reminds me of the singer in mtv!

yeah, she was barely 2months old and so tiny! but she's ever so cute!

hmm, den after that joselyn, julianne and edmund went to my house. they taught me how to play joker- with 2decks of cards- cool eh! and we played mahjong. den watched the duomaomao; some channel U show. the moms were criticising on how skimpily the girls were clad in. haiyo. parents...*shakes head*

nothing much done todae. tuition for three hours straight which sent me blurred and confused.
watched the whole series of hell's kitchen on youtube. RAWKED!:D

tmr im going to cut hair. wheeeeeee, cant wait.
i love? it when skool reopens. shitass.

spare specs. not red anymore, its grey. i hate grey.
so dull and yucky.

me and julianne in the van. so dark can. and i was busy playing some game.
heehee!(x

us at aunty's house. joselyn, julianne and me.(:

2B'S CLASS PIX!

still rmb that was taken on the last dae of skool?
i kinda miss it all of a sudden.

will miss you guys manD:
(impromptu shot)

perfect, never forgotten. ever so cute(:
2B:D
________________________
quizzie:
the top five presents u wish for:
1. psp.
2. you.*
3.pink skinnies!
4. your presence/ present will be fine.
5. new platforms.

The person who tag you is:
Jasmine!

My relationship with her is:
go0d Friends with her since that incident!

Your 5 impression of him.
cheerful, hypered, yet can be super emo at times, sentimental?, adorable!

Most memoriable thing she has done for me?
Hmmm, that must be when we walk home tgt always! and all the talks and when she cheers me up when im down!lotslots!

most memorable she said:
ehh.... i think her laughter is very memorable!xD

If he becomes my lover, you will?
marry her right away! cause she's my "dear!"

if she becomes my lover, she needs to improve on:
no need to change la, if u realli love her, love her for who she is and accept it. not be some whiney pussy and grumble the whole time.*hinthint to some guy that has no appreciative skills*

If he becomes my enemy, reason will be:
huh?

most desires that you want to do for her:
oohlala, how cld you ask such a sensitive qn?! nahh, just kiddingxD

your overall impression of her:
bubbly, sweet and chio!

Pass this quiz to 10 people which you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Sihui
2. Sherting
3. Josephine
4. jasmine
5. Xinyi
6. Erina
7. genevieve
8. gwen
9. someone. lol
10. and who ever that wanna do it. its kinda like a cycle really. i shall try and do it every dae la. TRY LA. but very tirring lo.

tag replies:
sihui: haiya! everything explained in my blogD: sian!DDD:
someone: ahah! so u've gt a blog. thats a hint i suppose? and dont wrry luh, as you said, they're just nightmares! so relakk! can i have the link of ur blog though? lawl!
jasmine: ahah! really? girls rawk in sixx senth, i think!:D
sotong: eheh, next week u also sec2 liao lehh! and thanks! u must jy for streaming in sec2 also huh!
jet: no way man:D happy guessing!

3rd time, i dreamt of you dying. thankfully, i didnt wake up crying. i woke up feeling that something was off my chest. it just means that i've gotten over with life. with you. time's not waitin for anybody, so i guess i've gotta move on.
but when i gave up, i chanced upon ur photo through him. and the memories keep flowing back and i dunno what the eff im tinkin bout. its always like that. everytime i move on, you keep coming back.

just one quote: OHH! FUCK OFF.
if it ever happens again...
i will cry badly.
cause this time its not you who i've given up on.
its myself that i've given up on.
screw it.

2007-12-27T06:16:00.000-08:00

ah shiit, my specs broke, early in the morning when i was about to put on my specs.
dammit!
but haha! at lest i get to change my specs after 1 and a half years! hoorah!:D
and like what jasmine said," new year, new beginning!" so yup(:

ouch... i didnt noe it was that bad. or it was just plain lousy.

so this afternoon went to parkway to get my specs changed.
walked around like totally w/o specs, thus i became a pajiao, for a dae.
den went to the nayang optical to get my specs repaired, tried on new ones too. but the specs are like so limited and there's none thats to my liking. (nick! saw ur specs there, at the kiddy section somemore. tsktsktsk) it'll take approximately a dae to repair it, and it wont be red, cause no more supply.

so now im currently wearing that stupid chipped off specs.

ahaha! my maid trying to act cute:D

got uber fed up la. so went to other shops to see other nicer specs. teeheehee. i plan to get frameless ones, den i'd look even more identical like my mom! ahah!

mom and cousin jus came back from some isetan private sale.
mummy didnt allow me to get that bagD:
but in turn, she said she wld buy a shirt that i want. so hehe! its a deal man:D

overall todae was nice, bought an agatha christie novel too.
im halfway indulging it. woohoo!'
gg to play mahjong later.taha.

tag replies:
jasmine: hehe! yeah! you told me bout it on msn! thats like cool man:D how i wish my mom didnt see the news luhD: so im now worried with you bout the bag!
sihui: haiyo you ahh. haha.. and korea seems fun! but like you all everydae eat steamboat and kimchi!!;D
erina: hello!and merry christmas and happy new year to you too!(: and cya when sko0l reopens man:D
sherting: yeah! i hope so too! if he's really a damn pajiao( like some ppl) den i'd punch him in the face and make him blind! even better! and welcome back to singapore! whee!(:

THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FREE.
JUST LIKE YOU.
AHAH. u cheapo.

2007-12-26T06:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BOXING DAEE!

hell0! long time since i blogged yarr?
haaha, i've been preetty busy these few daes, esp christmas.(which i will update soon)

christmas eve
SUCKS. I HATE EVE OF EVERYTHING. something bad/ angry will happen. i went to meet mummy at city hall and duh! i had to take a train.
but some fking tourists(which were mainly children) just squeezed their way through like nobody's business. wahlao! hello? reminder: this is not ur limpei/bu train. so dont try to act like its urs. and next, u stupid children are so fking fat that u take up more than 1seat on the train. SOOO INCONSIDERATE. still wanna squeeze other ppl who wanna exit the train as well. knn, no wonder the train was moving so slow. i didnt know ppl from THIScountry is more kiasu than us singaporeans. wakao. seems like singaporeans have competitors le!

anw, after a toturing 2omins in that bloody train, i finally met my mom and we went to bugis to do some last-minute shopping. bugis rawks man!:DDD
went to 77th street and got 2long shirts. gosh! i love them to bits!! my 77th street card now has $22 le! i shall use the money inside to buy a nicee necklace next time!!(:

den went to the zinc shop to take a peek! THAT CUTE GUY THATS SHORTER THAN ME WAS THERE! i was so happie luh, den i went into the zinc shop purposely to take a better look. teeheehee! after that when i left, he was at the window staring aimlessly. gosh! so cute la! but i think he's younger than me. ahha.

you cant spell MERRY(orMERI) w/o M!

love this shirt.

what we drank for celebration.

it not onli contains 12% of alchohol, it taste like shit.
and i ended up drinking root beer instead. ughh

oh and i forgot to mention, me and gene saw css2's shawn at tampines interchange, and damn, he is really short. haha!

christmas

woohoo! christmas man:DD
went to cousin's hse to eat turkey and celebrate!!!! and guess what my cousins got for christmas? TWO BLOODY GUITARS!so envious la!D:
ones an acoustic guitar, the other is a virtual guitar, u n0e the ps2 game: guitar heros 2?
yeah, thats the one. and we took turns playing it! it was damn funfunfun!

after that we went to play bball. shiok! its so fun when the whole family gathers and plays bball tgt. haha!

&&&! my other cousin told me that his good fren is JAVIN frm css2. wahlao! damn envious again sia!and i have his no.xDDD ahaha! ohh, and javin and keely are officially tgt for 4MONTHS alr. and when i asked my cousin to call javin, he said he is with keely now! *gasps*
haha. so cool man! so i asked him to help me get a photograph of keely which he will pass to me during chinese new year!!!!xDDDD
okayy, i cant wait for chinese new year man:D

thanks cousins for the presents and all the fun!

getting ready for the festive season.

presents that we gt for coussie. hell yea, its hawt pink.(:

LOG CAKES! MY FAVEEEEE!though its fattening, but what the heck

thanks for the presents! this is my fave(: and the body wash is damn nice and refreshing! tried it just now! woo~

candy canes(: they're all gone now cause me and my cousin ate them all up!

christmas deco. tahaha. thats actually for the christmas tree.

thats the guitar heros 2 game. u use your "guitar" to control the game.
seriously, one of the best ps2 games ever!

boxing dae
blogshopped todae.
here's shops that i found very nicee:
http://cynn-couture.blogspot.com/
http://le-glamor.blogspot.com/
i plan to buy their shoes and some clothes. (though my closet's like packed)
thus, im halfway into opening my own blogshop! okayy, i cant wait:DDD
den i can clear my closet for more clothes! wheee!(:

did some tuition h/w, audi awhile. den went out with parents and jiaming cousin to isetan.
they wld be having some private sale tmr some we've gotta go to reserve stuff that we want
i reserved my newfound skool bag!
ahah! its a converse sling/side carry thats black and orange. waterproof. hawt. nice

but after that when we went home the stupid news said that carrying heavy stuff in a side carry/sling bag will cause body aches and back aches. one side of your shoulder would be slouchier that the other, causing improportions.
thus, my mom's reconsidering. haiya. as if i'd bring back all my books liidat.
i might just stick with my old converse bag la. too lazy.

newyear's coming soon. skool's reopening soon. and i've barely done a single thing to get myself prepared. im scared and happy at the same time. how?
any girl that touches him will die! DIE!!!!(thats meant to be a curse)i will make sure her life wld be as terrible as going to the depths of hell. muahaha.

had dinner at some jap restaurant.
i asked my mom," how do you pronounce this?"
she said,"(na-bei-yucky o.O-don)"
and i replied," or-hor, you said vulgarities"
okayy,lame! but it was hell funny luh, anw, how do you pronounce it?

tag replies:
jasmine:aahah! yeah! and i love the pink walls too!
someone: erm. its been like since forever,and you keep on breaking your promise de lo. >:[
sihui: hah! i thot u 3oo posts quite long ago le?and merry christmas bahh! hope u'd enjoy urself in korea!(:
junwei: lawl! okayys.
yvette: hehe, dont wrry, i will de!;D belated boxing dae to you too!
rachel: merI christmas to you too!
someone: meri christmas! and yeah, i noe but... haiya. i also dunno how to explain.
rina: hell0! yupyup! i will! and thanks alot(; merry christmas to you too! i feel much beta now!
jasmine:hehe! thanks! i hope dreams wld not come true too. i mean nightmares. i want my dreams to come true! HAPPY BOXING DAE!
junwei: haha. im slow cnt meh! and yeah, cya in class. sian. i hate skool.

clumsy cause im falling in love'
with you.

2007-12-25T06:01:00.000-08:00

MERI!(oops, i mean MERRY.xDD)
MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!!
stay happie and may santa grant you ur wishes if you have been a good boy/girl ahh...

thanks santa for giving me such joy on christmas dae! and thanks ppl for cheering me up.
i know its jus a dream and i'll try and shrug it off. im not emo anymore. SAY NO TO EMONESS!

will update tmr la.
i wanna sleep now. jus went for two parties straight.
gt me highed. haha.

fuck nightmares.

2007-12-23T22:29:00.000-08:00

STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID FKED UP DREAM.

why the fuck do i always dream of nonsensical dreams that makes me wake up in the middle of the night crying?
why the fuck do i always dream of sad stuff?
why the fuck do i always dream everydae.
every single dream is like a nightmare to me.
cheespie.

i hate myself for it.
i hate it, hate it, hate it!_|_
i hate myself!!
why the fk did i left you when i miss you like shit now?

why was i so stupid.
STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.

i know u dunno what im saying;
cause im not too sure either.
all i know is that, i still dont wanna leave you.

2007-12-21T05:25:00.001-08:00

say hello #3ooth post!
sorri havent been updating but i guess this will be one hell of a long post.

i have been a pathetic couch potato and a rotting log these few daes cause of all the painting and renovation! yes, everything has been placed into boxes and there's hardly any space to move about. the com cant be used, and the laptop always hangs, like WTF.

thankfully, i still did manage to sneak out of this goddamned place:D
but seeing the process of the painting was quite fun stuff. still love my room the most cause it has TWO SHADES OF PINK!!! yea, pink makes you angry easily! but thankfully, my living room is yellow. and ahah! yellow makes you feel more peaceful

so life in my house= balance(:

cant really rmb which date but i'll try and place it in order of event.

PACKING PERIOD.

mirror mirror on the wall. before tuition.

~~~~~

packing. this is what my father bought when he was in indonesia. i think. i cant really rmb when but yeah.

its a shape of a dragon, a very long one

and yes, this is how much it costs

jus found out that this stuff works like a blowpipe. blow it from the tail of the dragon and this poisonous needle would shoot off from the mouth and hit its ideal target.
see the tip, its REAL poison.

and this is where they keep the needles, under the eagle's butt, which is attached on top of the dragon power sia.
so cool riteee? haha.

and this is what i found. my photo abum when i was in australia.
hehe. okay, i look spastic when i was primary5
and I HAD CENTER PARTING. WAHLAO. laugh for all you want...
haha! at least i dont have center parting now!xDD

anw, moving on. this is HOW messy out house is. but thats just the beginning part of packing. haha, jus imagine it when EVERYTHING was done packing.
just dump any box at any space available
and it was fking cramp.

WORKING AT MOM'S OFFICE AND MISCELLANEOUS.

i told ya mirrors area girls' best fren!

mom's office. toilet looks horribly creepy. cause one of the lights were flashing,
but what the heck! earned $10 in jus a dae(:

after that went to popular to get some stupid assessment books.
as the word assessment suggests: ASS LA!
and i like the brand pentel(rmb the holes in the pentels and my stupidity at trying to open them?i miss those daes with you, truly)

by then painting started. and yes, my mom is trying to take a peak at what im blogging.
*after a min of not typing anything*
fuck.

IKEA OUTING

gene's bought a new wallet! and it has the word polo in it!
u noe what it means? WATER POLO (guys) rawk!(:
that includes css2's MARCUS!

after movie--the golden compass, headed to ikea cause gene needed to buy sth.

on our way!

spot our reflections, okayy. kinda vague but yeah.

entrance(:

I LOVE IKEA! JUS AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOu!
BIGBIG WELCOME HUGGGIES((:

the arrows pointing at me luh! memememe!
still gt spotlight somemore!

fuck love.

gene and the cute polar bear that reminds me of the golden compass.

wang zi bian qing wa.
and i apparently squashed it. hehe * gives that saddistic smile*

gene's sexaye legs! *wheewheet!*

im a bigbig girl in a bigbig world.
ikea is damn big luh!and me and gene look like ants!

ahah! mirrors again. ikea has manymany mirrors.

and im lovin it;

uh-huh. that proves that mirrors are very essential in life:D

and then its eating timee! from this angle, it looks as though im super greedy.
but the truth it, I AM! MUAHAHAH:D

then its home sweet home and by then, my wall is okayy alr.
WOOOHOOO!

GREAT WORLD CITY TRIP.

after buying pressies, headed to great world city.
guess what? gene bought a 59++ bangbangtang photo album!
rich sia! if i had tht amount of $$ i wld go buy my clothes. hehe(:

slacked at the coffee bean. their ice cuppucino sucks.
it was so freakin bitter that i had to add lots of melted sugar to make it better.
urghh.

so after all that, we decided to camwhore.
not much though.'
ps: i look fat in this photo. tsk. which I DONT! RIGHT?
tell me its baby fats or my double chin!D:

cause we were frustrated at the camera>=(

den we talked. bout loadsa random stuff.
idk why, but everytime we talk about this topic(ahem, has TWOppl involved ahh)
we wld laugh like mad cows! ohgosh! but its damn funny
esp bout the maple char. *****4eva! wahpiang! & all those mushy stuff*shudders*
thanks for the laughter that u've placed in our lives though. hehe:D

oh gosh! who is this fkingly hairy person?
zzz

make a guess although its pretty obvious.
are all kenn(ies) supposed to look like that?=S

gingerbread cookies i bought for mummy, while reading newspaper that is.
see, im soooo guai can.

and sth funny happened.

[my balcony has a transparent glass door and the painter apparently though it was the air, so he just barged right through w/o noticing the glass door and banged himself on the head.
we were all ROFL man! even his assisstant was laughin! seriously, if you were there, i betcha u'd laugh too!]

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS TRIP.
sorry ppl, but im camwhore deprived.

thats the new wadrobe

chocolate gold, classic hotness.

do i make you look fat?

todae! me and gene went to catch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNks!
its damn cute luh! esp theodore. he has baby fats
and his voice is by JESSE MCARTNEY!(:

oh gosh, u shld seriously watch it man.
5/5stars~!

anw, cant wait for christmas ppl!:DDD

jasmine: haha, thanks for the correction! paiseh! and japan's equally nice too! :D
gene: haha. ya luh!& im also veyr tempted to type it out too! too bad this blog is PUBLIC. sian.
ZtaRk™: haha. yeah rite, it is racist can. i had the roti prata's company so its okay la!(:
sihui: oops! so sorry! and i didnt go cause the painting thingy ended so lateD: didnt help u get photos and cant see my precious dogs! sorry! and enjoy ur trip man!
gene: haha. ya..ztark , heard that mah?
jet: yaluh! you slow poke. tsk. i know liao la.
jasmine: ya luh! jet's so S-L-O-W. haa!

last chirstmas i gave you me heart;
but the very next dae you gave it away.
this year, im saving it for myself;
to prevent myself from excessive bleeding.

2007-12-18T03:43:00.000-08:00

hell0 ppl!
yes! im back from my about 1week holiday from INDIA!
so thats why i didnt blog. yup. so sorry guys!
india's roti prata rawks like shit man so i suggest you guys should go there!
yumyum. my parents brought one whole stack of it home:DDD

HAHA! JUST KIDDING!
i noe its very lame but im uber bored, hmm, so do excuse me frm all this hyperness!
if you were smart enough(which i believe you are)
you'd have known that my house was under major painting and renovaiton thus, the internet shit was cut down. well, im back! in my mom's office typing this out so you guys wont die of boredom and ahah! i wont let my blog rot luh...

well, so i'll be blogging tmr on everything and hell yeah! loads of pictures and shit ass stuff.
so rmb to come back tmr ahh!

&&& EVERYONE'S recently going to taiwan. well, thoses going there of flew there alr wish you guys bon voyage!
gwen! enjoy ur trip in taiwan and gordon also. haha..
and kenny jus came back frm taiwan so welcome back to singapore!
i wanna go taiwan tooD:

and also, SIHUI! bon voyage in JAPAN! must buy loads of stuff huh!
with everyone going overseas, i'll be bored to death staring at the com the whole dae.
urghhh. three cheers for rotting and being a potato couch.

that dream was horrible. HORRIBLE. i feel scared. i really pary that dreams will never ever ever come true and i prefer the hard reality life. sigh.

ps: me and gene came up with a fabulous maple char for *****- *****4eva...
(yes, i mean it in the really horrible act cute way:D )
and we were laughing out asses off. oh gosh, WORLD'S GREATEST JOKE MAN!

jasmine: haha! iseeisee! i completed the whole episode le cause i watched it on youtube. yupyup. cant wait to see the ending man!:DDD at least the ending rawks! and yeah! the rainbow connection very nicee also! but the ending was sadD:
ZtaRk: ahah! u lame la you! and i've been a "veryyyyyyyy" good girl thios year okays (:
kheehwee: hel0! ya luh! thats like so sad, then most of the not go0d looking ones are... haha. u noe!
yvette: ya! he's actually quite handsome. seems like more mediacorp artistes thinks that being gay is the new trend now. eeeeyer!
someone: no one la, nevermind u do not needa noe. and where gt not fun. liidat very fun meh? sian.
jasmine: haha! it was uber emo i still rmb... i sat next to.. e*ahem* ahaha. and he was being a bloody retarded asshole.>=(
sihui: hel0! yeah! its damn nice luh! and why sad? i didnt cry but it was quite sad when the father diedD: but luckily alls well ends well! whee!(: and toro's nice! but never really heard bout him now.
junwei: omg! serious?! eeeyyer i wonder what he sees in xie shao guang.. erm... haha! okayys whatever! but thanks for the info anw!

cause misery loves company.

well, so long

u'll miss me when im gone.

2007-12-13T05:17:00.000-08:00

hel0! i guess i wont be blogging for the next two daes cause of the painting thingy in my hse
and thus, i wont be able to use the com..
BUT! I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY NEW ROOM.

i went to bugis for 3conscutive daes. haha! how cool is that!
spotted this damn chio skirt la! but no moneyD: so sad!
i shal help my mom do more documents and the more documents i complete, the more money i earn! i cant wait to get the money and buy the stuff that i want.
but what i want cannot be bought. you noe? xDD
(cause its priceless!)

hmm, so went to school to get my books todae!
saw ryan CHIN(haha) and seb(lawl) and his father getting their long pants
it was rather amusing. ahah!
also saw the band ppl and sihui! ohh!
im supposed to tell her a stupid joke later on msn. but its too offensive to be stated here.

so these few daes are practically, tuition, window shop, home...
and the routine goes on and on...
BUT! i'll be going out tmr out. and that breaks record.

currently addicted to watching the champion.
and OMG! jhonny yan is darn freaking cute.
he has dimples, tiny eyes and amazingly nice dourble eyelids, and a nice body.
(i think waterpolos are hawthawthawt too!)
hmm, i like boys that are athletic/ muscular! haha. whatever.
its a every girl's dream boy so im just thinking of it luh. teeheehee!xDD

haha... they look nice in the show. though heard that 715 is gay..
hmmm...

the whole the champion cast.almost.
u noe yilin? the one in yellow skirt is a sickening bitch in the show
just like SOME ppl luh.
yada, the one that said i said she was a flirt jus to get closer to the guy.
what i bitch ritee? go smack her fucking face!lawl...
and fiona xie and toro reminds me someone in the film. esp toro in the beginningxDDD

but u guys know my unique type of guy ritee? haha.
onli ppl that know me well do.
and they'd go," ahyo. wtf. of all ppl... so qian bian, soooooo short..."D:
haha, u get it luh! but the qianbian and short part wasnt part of my dream guy. hehe(:

ps: i had the same dream that i had 6months ago,
yes, i keep a diary of what i dream everydae,
cause i DREAM everydae- even in the day(:
cld it be deja vu? hmmm......

rina: hello! and no problemo!
someone: as the word "thot" suggests, i THOT mahh. means dunno lo! can at least tell me ur cca mah?
jasmine: haha. really? how u noe her?! but she's very nicee:DD
nasyitah: haha! ya lo! and they're very childish too!
shaokiat: is that supposed to be go0d or bad? but i think its quite reasonable bahh(:
sihui: is not buy lo! is a free gift. not fair luhD: i want also! haha. and i noe why u jealous ehh!!! *whee wheet!* 8ahem* is single now worr! but too bad he's in malaysia. but i will try andhelp you get a pix if possible!(: saw u todae too!and npnp(:
junwei: haha. sadist!!!!!! but i think ryanCHIN more sadistic than you
shaokiat: huh. ahh! i will link you asap man:D nice blog!
jo: WASSUP HOTTIE!(: ahah! i miss you lots too manD: but i dunno whether i canmake it anot cause i have the painting thingy and tuition going onD; SIGH! but i try and catch up with you another dae kayys? l0vee!

the harder i try ,
the deeper i fall.

2007-12-10T05:38:00.000-08:00

heyys! its been a long time since i blogged yeah?
four days to be precise, gosh. nothing much interesting happened luh.
but sundae was my yi ma's bdae so we went to celebrate! woosh!

saturdae____

went to post office in the afternoon to collect cousin's chiochio ipod touch FOR FREE.
yes, its so cool man! and its touchscreen with 8GB... im freaking envious. hehe
den afterthat we went to BUGIS. WOO! my 3rd home...
we to0k neos tgt as a family and it was hell funny!
rawks man:DDD
so we bought pressie for yi ma den we went to the restaurant.
damn nice siaa. the fo0d's yummy! and hell yea, i've enjoyed myself...

sihui! u left ur shiny 5cent coin in my hse.
5cent coin= coin of fate?

milo with icecream. cousin tried coffe with icecream.
but both taste equally go0d man:DDD

our neos! click to enlarge!:D

me and aunthy, yi ma!

yima and bobbi uncle.

sisters... lol. haha. they lo0k alike dont they?

cousin too engrossed with his ipod touch. tsk.

jiaming and yima

chiobu, ahah

cake. happie bdae!

haha! the sheep cushion we gave her!awwww...

family shot1.

hehe! family shot2!
see that girl on the extreme right, not my mother but that chiobu!
she's my other cousin's girlf and yes! she's the one thats g0nna cut my hair. woo!

sundae____
tuition.. physics and chem. begin to develop mild interest in it...
den ate at some restaurant in parkway. damn cool! i like the coffee and tea!:D
den went to look at furnitures... oh! did i mention we'd be painting the house this weekend.
OMFGZZZZZ~! i cant wait man:D cause my room's gonna be pink pink pink!
gahhhhhhhh!!!!!!

yummy coffee. oh. and there's free flow of bread. breaddd. haha.
as long as it isnt moudly, i wont mind huh!
______
btw, im working for mummy now. she gives me an assignment to type, i get paid 5bucks.
haha. quite relaxing, as i still get to sit infront of the com and surf the net. teeheehee!!
and im going to malaysia next week i think. mummy says shopping at her hometown is much cheaper, and the clothes are equally nicee. thats a double plus huh!++
and i'd be staying at cousin's bungalow in malaysia! he has like 3dogs-- whitie, poodie and luckie-- and a bigbig garden!(:
i rmb when i was young, i played golf with him in the garden and the gold ball flew out of the hse!=x
hehe, it brings back tonnes of memories. and my aunt there owns a printing clothes company!
so i shall give her an extract of one prints, and she'll be able to print out my desired shirt FOR FREE. HEHE. omg. okayys, i cant wait for my trip to malaysia.

december's gonna be so busy but what the heck,
i should enjoy this month before sko0l reopens.

ps: junwei and ryan chin are sadistic ppl. pfft.

tag replies;
sihui: hehe. thanks man! and yea, our date must rmb huh! save lots and lots of money! and cheer up whatever it is okayys? l0vee!;
laoteh:haha! yeah rite man;D aaron in farenheit is like the cutest can?! i think it should be vice versa bahh. ahah! and yahh! bhb sia!;D
someone:okayys, u had weird dreams. yadayada... and our deal was once you had a weird dream you'd tell me! wahlao! fan2 hui3 sia. and dreams are nice. i dreamt that farida died by hanging herself and she ws too fat so the string broke. how weird. haha!
jasmine: haha. ya luH!okayys, jiayous! help me keep on a lo0kout!
CHEWW ERNN: haha! if u slow den i what? haha. and yeah! hell0!(:

all i want is happiness.

but why does this elude me?

shopping spree!

2007-12-07T05:23:00.002-08:00

heys! its the last dae of chinese tuition todae and i must admit,
i'll miss those guys in tuition these 15daes that made it so enjoyable.
made many new frens and yeaa, i have a sudden interest in chinese.
so, TK CHINESE TEACHERS! please do not kill it.

these few daes has been very busy and fun.
i've been going out the whole week todae and that means... lotsa money spent.
but whatever! at least i did enjoy myself:D

thursdae
happie bdae gwen!

yes, SHOPPING SPREE WITH MY BABES MAN(:
after tuition, went home and headed to bugis with jasmine for our shopping spree!
haha, sihui! i believe ur shopping spree will come very soon!
yeah, first we shopped for our sko0l pencil cases. woo~
den window shopped for awhile. neoprints were absolutely chioness luh!!
bought a bag at zinc. and OMG! THAT GUY THERE WAS SO CUTEE.
yeah, i looked at the bag den i was like "omg! iwant! so nicee!" den i grinned like a idiot
and he grinned back like a idiot too! hahahahaha. so cute luh! omgomg!
yeah, unfortunately, he's shorter than me. D:

anw, den we headed to bugis street to get what we were planning to get!
i bought a cardigan and this hawt top that i saw, yepps.
i still haven got the little miss star shirt and that hawt pink skinnies yet.D:
but nevermind!! my mom sayys she'll get 'em for me once she gets her bonus.
OHH! and the dslite too!:DD
anw, i wont be shopping when sko0l reopens, so its damn worth it lo!

and while shopping, we saw this guy thats a splitting image of jaychou! omg!
(and yar, went crazy...) he was wearing red skinnies and yea! omg!
okayys, i've decided that bugis's sucha nice place to shop . and yes!
i'll be adding more clothes and shorts and blahblah to my closet. woo~

wishlist:(get 'em for me will ya&%##!)

little miss star shirt-$12
a barney shirt which the aunty says will come out so0n!!!-estimated $12
a hawt pink skinnies- $3o
that pmk shirt which costs bout 5obucks.

see, so little stuff on my wishlist onli, thus, it'll onli cost bout 1oobucks luh! haha. wth.

13 tried the first love and at first it tasted like KNS!
but second try, it tasted sweeter and sweeter, is that the feeling of first love?
i forgot bout it liaoxDD.. but i plan to try all these specialties!

oh gosh! i love her nails man:D

our neos tgt! lovee it. told ya neos are chio. tsk.

what i bought:

MYUK pencil case- $19.90
zinc bag- $22
blue cardigan- $1o ONLI!:DD
hawt pink top- $29.90

total= $81.8o.
its under $1oo, so what a buy man(x

AND my cousin gave me this pink water bottle! its foc! lawl!
yeah, cause he gt his basketball shoes and got this free gift. whatever la!
its nice still...

ohh! sihui, jasmine and i made a date on the 1stjan!
yesss! PMK! HERE WE COME(:
i cant wait man:DD

todae
last dae of tuitionD:
yeah, damn sad luh! but im sure we'll keep in touch so0n!
chinese was nvr made so enjoyable iN MY LIFE! esp when u come to tk,
chinese was nvr an important subject compared tO MATH AND SCIENCe
yar la! knn sko0l.
okayy, whatever! haha.

farenheit's aaron is damndamndamn cute luh.

yes, he has a baby face and double eyelids. thats a super plus!

he and the bunny! awwww....

this is aloysius. the one that loves to act gay.
he's a self proclaimed singapore "jaychou" luh! and a little deprived after being in boys skool for since-i-dunno-when. lawl! okayys.

check out his video "singing" lydia by fir. his voice damn "man" sia. haah
ps; my next shopping spree... january da 1st.
yes! jan the 1st!

half the class. the other guys were like so unspporting.( if there;s sucha word)
oh! and me ad caroline were holding that farenheit picture album. its damn nicee.
damndamn nicee.. haha.

she bully me! okayys, whatever.

pss; blahblah, jus read sth that was sickening.zi4zuo4zhu3zhang1. yea, thats what i call it.
i dont mind telling you who if u ask kindly.(:

tag replies:
someone: yeayea, okayys. u just had a horrible dream. now tell me. i can read minds yar? LOL!
sihui: hehe, no problem:D dont feel confused anymore! though he's alittle kuku and cant get a single thing, stay happie girl(: rmb our date on the 1st of jan! den u can have ur shopping spree too!
jasmine: haha! reallaye? o.O it was fun shopping with you ytd man;D really enjoyed myself! and red+yellow= orange! yeah! christmas is coming! i bet you're happie! teehee(:
junwei: huh? i was jus kidding luh! haiyo! relakk and im not sad! i dont really care bout it luh!. yupyup. hehe! okayys, u;re officially my future classmate. lawl!
cheng: ehhh. wait i go check IP ADD.. wahlao. they're they same person. wtf?! haha. okayys.
gene: haha. ya luh! and the emoticons are cute can?! xDD
gwen: errrr, yeah! haha. and happie belated bdae man:D

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

hey, im a great kisser okayys? lawl.
and i love LONG DISTANCE relationships.
okayys, whatever.
but this thing is really accurate. go check it out.

2007-12-05T06:22:00.002-08:00

hell0! i've hell lots to post(and flame/critic) bout cause i've been going out every single dae since the start of this week!
hell yeah, i've been a uber busy girrrl, but its okayy, i love going out and socialising:DD though bad things do happen along the way, who gives a fuck man:DDD teeheehee!
anw,
HAPPY BDAE SHAOKIAT!
sorry cant come to your bbq. its rainin leh how to bbq? haha.
okayys, anw, enjoy urself and have a happy 13th bdae kido!

SPASTIC! i look so guai man.-.-

o.o?

mother and i, totally random

mondae
had cheena tuition, ( i tell you! i gt 74 for compo. wtf? the teacher must be damn lenient luh. haha!) after that i headed to meet sihui at her workplace and accompanied her for bout 4hrs.
had a nicee chat! haha(:

-wait, i mentioned bout that in my previous post rite? okayy, not the main point but its flaming time i supposed? hehe:D-

apparently this stupid fking fatass beyach complained to her boss that we were making alot of noise. like wtf? it wasnt US that was making a hell lot of noise, it was children. as children, of course they'd like to have some fun and run around but YOU MOFO just loveeee to deprive them of their childhood joy. it just proves that you are a pathetic dog that's jealous of their wonderful childhood they're having now. RETARD! and sihui's boss is apparently a nobrainer too. sihui, just quit that pathetic fucking job cause you can do so much beta! i hope that stupid beyach will lose her job, dont wrry, i'll make her lose it. just ask al my frens to complain bout her and TADA! you're fired!((: one word to describe you- PATHETIC!- and three word to describe the boss - ARSEHOLE PATHETIC FKER!:DDD ( i can predict your business will go downhill jus as much as the hair on ur head)
okayy, whatever. im done with this part.
arghhh... i will make sure when i go to cheers i'll pick on every single thingy that i see bout her.
so if u see this fat woman standing at the counter bossing you round when u go to cheers, dont fret and just point the middle finger at her. haa! or ask her to view my blog luh.. like its not jus me who flamed her can. woo~ she's so hated she can go and die!humji kia.. hehe

moving on...

tues
after tuition went out with gwen and gene!
caught this movie called FULL OF IT- basically bout this kid who wanted to fit into his new skool, so he told lies to make himself seem popular. but unexpectedly, these lies come true
and one of the lies was: my dog ate my h/w. imagine that.
my fave part was him pointing the middle finger at the principal. haha. omg!
so hilarious siaa. so the movie's quite okayy, but the effects werent that awesome.

after that headed to plaza sing to get gwen's new phone done!
den ate at toastbox. haha, the food there was yummy.
and gene's the pro at cracking eggs;
while im the pro at cracking jokes! woo~
haha.. whatever!

very huggable! hahaxDD. yea, mirrors are girl's fave thingy.
well, almost

im the whitest of them all cause gene's pinky and gwen's blackie!
haha, does it even make sense in da first place? oh gosh!

the guy who looks spastic is fake, the woman, is for real.
looks stupid though, this pix. spastic:D

toastbox meal. eggies.

i told you gene was an eggcracker.
and i swear i suck at cracking eggs manD:

the scary, lonely way back home.
i took a diff route ever since the dae that me and KAYk broke up.
i dont wanna rake up the past.
cause i'd rather walk a longer and brighter route than that shortcut which is dark and brings back loads of bad memories...

under my umbrella, ella, ella ehh...
im just plain bored and lonely walking home! D:
whatever!(why am i saying whatever all the time?)

todae!
went out with jasmine, sihui, rachel, xinyi and limei!
ate lunch at parkway and waited for rachel& xinyi to get their hair donee.
den went to bugis street to shop!
we were caught in the rain and even my pants(mind you, they're actually shorts) were wet! oh gosh!D:
and the aircon was freezzzing cold. brrrrrrr

but bugis street was damn nice! and jasmine, sihui and i plan to go there to get all our shopping stuff!
so haha. my shopping list for tmr: (yes, im gonna print this out)

1 hawt pink skinny jeans:D
that MYUK pencil case:D
that LITTLE MISS STAR shirt(: [to ahem* thats MY star. LOL]
the cookie/elmo/barney shirt
that hawt pink dress:D
that big heart shaped necklace!:D
a blue cardigan:D
(maybe) get a pedicure:D
and more stuff perhaps? (cant think of anything much rite now)

i still needa find a sko0l bag man! saw a nicee pokka dotted one at zinc.
so maybe, just MAYBE im consderin to get that. haha.
mom's giving my $20 while dad $50.
sigh! guess i still have to fork out bout 2o bucks myself!D:
i reallly want all those stuff. perhaps santa cld sponsor me some?xDD

had lotsa fun with my girls todae and im so looking forward to tmr
AND when sko0l reopens man:DDD
;l0vees(:

sihui's second piercing! me and jasmine were like damn scared luh!
cause the piercing thingy was like a gun. gosh! ouch!

first try, FAIL! this stupid guy walked past. haiya!

our reflections, i know its rather blur but at least u can see jasmine's middle finger popping out from the pix!

ahah!! obssession with sms-ing huh? hahaxDD
i smell sth fishy!

the scary, lonely way back home.
i took a diff route ever since the dae that me and KAYk broke up.
i dont wanna rake up the past.
cause i'd rather walk a longer and brighter route than that shortcut which is dark and brings back loads of bad memories...

under my umbrella, ella, ella ehh...
im just plain bored and lonely walking home! D:
whatever!(why am i saying whatever all the time?cause i LOVEthat word.)
it irritates the shit out of ppl!

sihui! try and not to too sad alryt? this is just part and parcel of liife, and we've all gone through it. rmb whats after rain? there's sunshine! think of the go0d side of every bad side cause i can think of damn lots of go0d sides in this situation! cause u deserve so much beta, you shouldnt feel to sad on yourself alryt? lu shi zi zi xuan de, and you shld not regret what u've done.. im sure u'll do much beta and you'll be more carefree and LOUDER! AND HYPER! NOW, so i wish you all the best and i dont wanna see you cry anymore kayys dearest? i wanna see your radiant smile tmr:DDDD i give you my blessings(:
it was so fun with you and yea, cya tmr man(:

and choyin! u'd be flying to hk todae and we'll miss you so
BON VOYAGE AND TAKKAIR YA?
cya when sko0l reopens!:DDD

liife's so fucked up. relationships= trouble
and the best way is to stay out of trouble.
but humans just love courting trouble?
how ironic.
singlelicious and aint regretting a tinge of the essence of life
cause i can do much better!(:
sooo. stay out of trouble and u'd be happy and hyper everydae. woo!

tag replies:
yvette: yeah! i know manD: but barney's cutee:D HAHA!
jasmine: yes! im barney's evil twin! muahahaha! and its okayy, at least u came todae(:
someone: yeah! i know! and todae i dreamt that farida hang herself in the skool library. wtf man! and who are you huh?
AEIKOSTX: haha. i very scared sehxDD
ZtaRk: o.o haha. who wanna impersonate you sia! and im the usual. im fine la!im still eat sing and shit. haha. you?
sihui: ARGH! DONT fret though, cause im gonna help u take revenge! that jealous bitch! must send her to spca to give her thorough check up man!
sherting: yes! i totally agree with you man:DD one dae we wil make sure she shuts her fking mouth up. she's so joy deprived man! what a loser!(:
andrea: hehe!(: and yeah! i love it too!
yinshuang: yeah! haha. the wine's bigger than your hand though! oh no! haha!;D

better off being single?
or better off feeling treasured that u had a love that was more than extraordinary?

that horrible dream

2007-12-03T05:02:00.001-08:00

hell0! finally gt the scrapbo0k frm andrea and rina!
thanks alot girls x333!(: L0VEES!
and i can kinda start on my hol. h/w cause i've not been touching them recently=x
ughhh. 1more month to skool *groans*
but its somehow go0d! teeheehee!
i promised sihui to used to the girl's toilet near the Ablock :DDD
den i can pass through all the other classes and kapo abit!(but thats not the real reason.!)
ohya, im still waiting for appeal form=//
nabeii, it seems like its forever!&%$

saturdae

went out with parents and cousin to cathy to watch the show ENCHANTED. ( yes, again)
though its the 2nd time watching it, its still as nice as ever! amy adams is like so cute actin as the rather retarded princess luh! haha. i dont mind watching it again. anyone?(:

yeahyeah, its my barney outfit again. but i love it!

camwhore. only ONCE! TEEHEE!

me and mummy.

after that we went to plaza sing. to eat @secret recipe. omg! the fo0d is like freaking awesome can!yea,and precious thots was ur first gift for me

den we went to precious thots to get a present for my aunt. yeahh.
after that it was home sweet home!

saw this at precious thots. damn nice luh!!!! key to my heart. awwww.xD

modae
had a horrible dream. okay, u noe that im a typical dreamer and yes! i dreamt of the same horrible scenario not jus once, but twice.
dreamt that he* died in a car accident, my mom(somehow) told me that he was about to visit his mom when his car crashed. ouch. she cried, i cried. the tears flowed.
i wanted to get out of this fucking dream, but no matter how hard i tried to open my eyes, it was forcefully shut. the feeling was the most horrible feeling in the world, i swear.
and from that moment on, i realised how much u mean to me.
how could I face the faceless days If I should lose you now? its impossible.
i cannot afford to lose you, not now. never.
thank goodness it was jus a dream.
and that dream ( in my mind) wasn shattered to smithereens in my dream(when i sleep)
so reality aint that bad afterall!*grins!*

enough of getting so emotional.
so after tuition headed to tampines to find sihui.
accompanied her for work frm 2-6! hehe! and it was rather funn!:DD
met two new kids - rachel& ricco lim. they're so cute!
but when they cry, it can be rather pain in the arse... yeah they quarelled just cause of my phone!
damn guilty luh! but in the end everything was fine and haha! we're happy again!
sherting came and find us after her tuition too! den sihui had to do OT!!
and so me and sherting went hme tgt. todae's so fruitful!
guys! cheer up and lo0k forward to sko0l reopening instead. loveees!(:

ziyi: oh hello.
sihui: haha. thanks! and yeah, i gt the stuff frm u alr! thanks alot! it must be very heavy so i aplogise first! anw, it was fun with u todae! stay happie yaar(:
jasmine: haha.! its fun yea?i've edited 3 so far! still finding nicee ones though=//
rina: hel0 rina! thanks alot for the notes man:D it really came in handy! and yeah! its uber cute ritee?
ZtaRk: i thot it was you? haha. and u spelt FARNEEY wrongly. LAWL! HAA!

2007-11-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

hell0! went for a choir concert at vch bout adae ago.
it was fun! and hell, there's lots of ppl.
the concert was to comemorate mr samuel ting- my conductor's teacher.
yeah... it was fun:DDD

before the concert, me, gene, gwen, fel and yinshuang went to plaza sing. to catch the movie-
ENCHANTED.
it was so freaking funnaye. ahahah!
the song ever ever after rawks man! so go watch it!
what i need is a true love's kiss. yes, a true love's kiss is the most powerful thing.

then ate dinner at yoshinoya before chionging to vch.
i was the "tourguide" of the day(:
cause i lead them to vch frm the mrt and w/o me they'd me lost :DDD
self praising!!! okay, get used to it luh!

at the concert wasnt really listening cause it was rather boring.
played cooking mama on ds lite instead! woo~ it was damn fun!
and i wanna get a ds lite and buy cooking mama man:DDD

after concert, almost the whole tk choir stomped to lau pa sat to have supper.
haha. it was damn funny luh.
and after supper it was home sweet home:DD
what a fruitful dae spent(x

spot my name:D

yinshuang! smallish eyes!

i think everyone wasnt ready! so impromptu!

gene's turn to take.

gwen's turn. haha! we're all happy except for gwen who's giving a constipated smile! haha!

my way of taking a photo= slanted. haha. look at my phone.

take two!

final take woo~ that girl there was so extra.

aha! perfect! almost! haa.

time to go home girls!

candid! lawl! dunno what gene's doin! haha!

thats what we call laterally inverted.

see, i still noe my sec2 science okay!

me groping myself. haha. so pervert sia.

okayy, it was blur. paiseh, i take one.

ahaha. tweety birdies... sounds wrong but whatever la!
haha. spastic!:DD my credit!

my reflection. our last train ride home.
___________________________________________________
now! jasmine's quizzie!

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint .
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours .
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged !

I have been tagged by JASMINE [:

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: loads, but mainly hawt pink, blue and orange
Favourite Food: wanton(one-ton) noodles! yeah. makes me heavy!
Favourite Movie:my latest obssession- fantasy movies but i like the game plan!
Favourite Sport: basketball!.
Favourite Day: saturdays(: (the day i accepted uo8o8 and the chalet dae when u came back into my life.)
Favourite Season: summer Favourite Ice-cream: chocolates! yumyum!

CURRENTS
Current Mood: happy, contented with life.
Current Clothes:pyjamas
Current Desktop: window XP
Current Time: 1o:34pm
Current Surroundings: chilly, cold.
Current Annoyance: nothing yet! im in a go0d mo0d so far:DD

FIRST
First Best Friend: her name's kimberley! when i was k2
First Lie: primary3 when i failed my math and tried to forge my mom's singature=x
First Music: twinklex2 little STAR:DDDD

LASTS
Last drink: milo ice
Last Car Ride: choir concert when gene's dad fetched us home
Last Crush: STAR. HAHA. i know its stupid, DONT LAUGH.
Last Phone Call: with sherting(:
Last CD played: jaychou's WO HEN MANG!!
Have you ever dated one of your good friends: erm yea, he was my very go0d best buddy at that time. we were "brothers and sisters" kayk.my one and onli..
Have you ever broke the law: stealing his* heart:D
Have you ever been arrested:for what? im soooo innocent can?!
Have you ever been on TV: nope.
Have you ever kissed someone you don`t know: eww,no! thats like so sluttish.

Random
5 things you are good at: singing:D, cheating, lying, flaming, being uber frank and straight foward.
4 things you've done today: eat, sleep, shit, play com, breathe
Things you can hear right now: his* voice, the fan, the keyboard sound... damn, its really quiet in here
5 People to tag: anyone luh.

haha, hopefully this quiz will help u guys to noe me better(:

tag replies:
junwei: im appealing for option4, which is a Dclass. damn, i regretted changing my option. arghhh.
jet: i mean im GOING to watch a choir concert. haha!
sihui: haha! its okayyy luh, got picture can le lahh... thanks alot man!!! luv ya! yea! i'll be heading to tm this sundae. u free? den u can pass it to me.
jasmine: haha. thanks! but recently the songs all damn emoD:
anon: (haha, its me testing my cbox stuff.)
andrea: andrea, andrea;D HELLO!!
AEIKOSTX:YEAH, its like uber pookey. like a lion. H..A..H..A..
jasmine: yes! im very guai and i did it alr((: and thanks! oh and bout the smileys, i edited some of the cbox codes so when u type <3 style="font-family:tahoma;font-size:100%;color:black;">

Shes been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince she's hoping comes with thi
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch

the emo side. LOL

2007-11-27T06:11:00.000-08:00

hell0! todae was a nicee dae.
uber nice. THE NICEST BESTEST FABULICIOUSEST DAE EVER.
im srry but im mad:DDD
the sight of u just proves to me im still alive.

okay, after tuition headed to sko0l to pass my appeal form
passed it to mr lee directly cause general office closed.LOL.
found out that weehong(that arsehole) and sonia(hell0!(: )
are in my class. weehong sucks and i dont really care if u see this.
but i think the girls side are nicee! HEHE(:
still waiting for appeal results though, but doubt i can get in so hack la.

den waited for sihui and sherting's band to end
stupid shannon! bluff me ahh! will get u next time haha.
(but i still saw benedict! HAHAHAHAHA:DD )
so tiny and cute.
yepps. the sea was having camp in sko0l todae and npcc is having their farewell party!

after that we bought some stuff and went home.
cabbed home cause i was too lzay. hahah. im a lazy pig.
and sihui promises me sth tmr! wooo! so happy!
THANKS ALOT GIRL(:

rawr.

okayy, i admit im bored but its been ages since i camwhored!
gimme a break guys(:

with specs.teeheehee

halfhalf.

without specs! see the transformation? kayys, im just plain bored.

while waitin for sihui and sherting. this shoe brings back memories.

sherting somewhere in the centre doing her drills.
haha!

ps: tmr's choir oncert! yeahs! cant wait(:

i cldnt get u out of my mind these daes.
ur smile, ur chrisma, ur everything.
just brightens my life
youyouyouyouyou.can nvr be replaced.
cause my heart bleeds for you.
and the memories arent just anything.
they're priceless.
just like my love for you boy;
cause the heart never lies.
iloveyouKAYK.

tag replies:
gene: huh? but i like stars, no matter what. i mean i still like those that shine in the night sky! awwww.
bernice: LOL. okayys. its okayy! though u've missed out the fun!anw, i saw u in band todae!
jasmine: haha. isit the apologise one? it rawks! its the 1st in us chart. anw, just changed my blogsong. its nice too!:DD
parvesh: haha. wahh. u shld feel honoured sehh! ur big face lehhh. dunno how many ppl seeing it!xDD anw, go0d luck on the appeal.
gordon: lawl. i dont think it made a diff can. its the same and who the hell cares bout these stupid nos, u lamo-.-
sihui: hehe! dont wrry! u told me bout it le. dont brood over it kayys? stay happie always! and jiayous!:D
someone: wahlao, now den noe! haha. so hurry up and sae laa....
AEIKOSTX: haha, i think it does la=S why so pokey ahh?
gen:huh? my amath tuition ended le! yeahhhss! but science startingDDD: tuition's such a bore!
sihui: haha. its okay! and i took a taxi hme somemore! its okay! next time and i will try and plan one outin de. cya so0n!(:

ell-oh-vee-ee

2007-11-25T08:34:00.000-08:00

hel0! just came back from the sing. expo.
went to look at furnitures and designs.
parents apparently wanna renovate the whole bloody house. haha.
and it'll take raftly 6-8 weeks.
so im insisting on MY ROOM TO BE HAWT PINK.
okay, well, onli one of the walls but i want pink for the other walls!((:

anw, im going to open an online shop to sell clothes and stuff soon.
still working on it.. so when it opens you guys must support me kayys?
haha!my future ambition:to be a bussinesswoman in the future:DD

sooo. back to the topic.
bought a new bed at expo! cant wait for it to be shipped!*CLAPS HANDS!!!*
then after that took mrt to tm to have dinner.
saw SIHUI!((:
yepp. den after dinner went back to sihui there.
chatted for awhile den went hme.
sihui! we must meet up somedae yarr?! must fill me in the details!

what we were given at expo. cheapskate-.-
newater tastes... sweet. haha! cause you were in water ipw. thats why newater tastes so sweet.

teppanyaki! dunno how to spell it, but it rawks la!

every drop blurred my vision.
every word of yours, pierced my heart.
okay. randomly emo.

DAVINCI! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
RAWKS LA:DDD cause u're in davinci, thats why it rawks so much.

ohh. century square has certainly opened up lots of nicer shops man!
with metro gone so many nicer shopping areas have launched!
my next shopping spree will be there man. oh gosh!!!
my shoppin ~~wants~~mustbuys!:

77th street's shirt and leggings!
red2's 3quarts and shorts.
white skinnies:DDD

ps: all my tuition starts next week. ALL. thats like...
ermermermerm. 3of 'em. fuck. how i loveeeeee h/w. NOT.

pss: will reply tags tmr. i wanna sleep.zZz

___________________________________________
elliot yamin- waitforyou.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.
~

falling in love is so easy.
yet falling out, seems so hard.

choir camp

2007-11-24T05:59:00.000-08:00

yea. rite. overall results. knn skool.
haha.thanks yvette for this!(:

wahahah!
with the previous post settled, i shall make a quick update on my choir camp and blah

forgot to mention those who came. cause i wanna give them a great shoutout and thankyou
for coming to the BBQ MAN! muacks.

me(like DUHHHHHHH!)
my parents
my cousin1- jiaming
my maid.
my cousin2-joyce
my aunt and uncle.
erina
sihui
jasmine
xinyi
sherting
rachel
josephine
gwen
fel
mel
hazel
isabel
denise
constance
erika
halina
roszy
nasytah
hamizah
kenny
gordon
shaun
nevin
lihao
sebestian
parvesh
nicholas
farhan
fahmy
qamarul
hasif
ryan
xinyi
jet
julianne
edmund
joselyn
vanessa
ernest
my cousin3- weeping.

okayy, i cant think of anymore. but thanks guys.
hehe.

ohh! now onto choir camp.
all i can sae. IT RAWKED.

my roomates:D

1stdae
sectionals. choir prac. skit preparation.
MOVIEEEEEEEE!
okayy. movie was hide and seek
and it wasnt scary la. just a thriller.
and so the catchphrase of the choircamp: OH CHARLIE!
COMEOUT COMEOUT WHEREVER U ARE...
split personality seems to be in the genes huh. creepy

dae2
sectionals. the amazing race!
omg! ITS UBER FUN luh!!!!! haha.
ithink my team kicked ass. yeah! we rawk!!
love my team members(: [most]
and we won the amazing race!!!!!!!!!
thus, we got treated by pizza and free 7up. yumyumyumyum.
my fave was the bench and water one.
there were apparently 7 stations. all were uber fun!

some audi thing. have to find a phrase at the audi there.
find toothpicks in a given area
play a game of rock paper scissors and get to throw water bombs at ppl. hehehe(:
MY FAVE! shoot pearls frm straw and try to knock down all the cups frm a distance. i knocked down 2~!:D
have to melt the ice to get the coin in the middle of the ice cube. it was freezing!
at 3E CLASSROOM! teamates wld be blindfolded while one leader wld take them out through a maze
put ur head into the water and bite part of apple. den 4ppl wld have to find a sweet inside the flour bowl. grossly fun
MY FAVE! all players stand on a bench and move themselves according to a topic eg: according to birthdates and blah. there'll be obstacles like water bomb and more water.

yeah. and after that was SEC4 FAREWELL PARTY!
WOOHOO! WE HAD TO DRESS IN BACL AND WHITE. YEA GOTHIC.

us melting the ice. hehe

black and whitees.

den after BUFFET DINNER!(WOO~)
headed to hall to present our skit. blues clues rawk hor yinshuang?
haha! i loved everyone's script

after that NIGHWALK! SCARY BUT FUN.
had to walk in 4s.
alex was the scariest la! he scared me by hiding in the hosereel.
but the missions were fun!! haha. i like the hair onee...

we didnt sleep the whole night and spent time playing volleyball.
ohh! we ordered macs too! and ate till we wanted to puke.

WOO~ MACS!

after dismissal. we all went home.
i slept for 24hrs. haha.!

credits: astrid's blog & yvette's blog
thanks:D

3a classroom. found this star at top left hand corner of whiteboarrd
may this star remind you guys of me.
cause i dont wanna fade away. in your mind. cause u means so much to me.
think of me* when you see this star alryt?(:
x333333
anw, taken frm jo's blog:

LEO - The Cool One
(7/23-8/22)
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind. Silly and
Fun. Have own unique appeal. Most
caring person you'll ever meet!
however not the kind of person you
wanna mess with... u might end up
crying...

so true. messing me. uhhh. its bad. very bad!
and duh! my love is one of a kindxDDD
ohh! and unique appeal= my taste in guys.
im weird la.haha!
and im "very kind"VERY.lawl!

TAG REPLIES:
yinshuang: logs suck laD: cant understand a shit man. yeah! todae was fun! the all green guy we saw was hilarious man(: and choir camp rawked too! blues clues: its a clue!!! haha!
someone: okayy. go0d luck den.hehe
nut: hell0! thanks for tagging man(: anw, u joing jg next yr?
someone: ehh, i wrote quite big on my blog liao 3EEEEEEE.and guess what? i didnt even put it as one of my choices. oh gawd. okayys. so now u've g0tten into the class u wanted. u shall reveal ur identity! u promise one sehhh!
sihui: hehe(; thanks alot man! and swapping class is the bestest idea for u and me:DD AHHA!
mr faz: haha. really mehh? but its truue what! they way my frens pronounce for mer sounds like a bloody lamb la. wahlao! and ohya! link me up!
astrid: hell yea! i like gossiping(: we shall do it more often man:D
junwei: haha. hell0 future classmate! CAMP SOOO RAWKED. and i cld hear kenny koo screaming frm the hall la-.-
jinzhuang: haha. okay updated le luh.
sihui: yup! blogged!
shaokiat: tsk! so impatient sia! and i must make my post presentable kayys. anw, my fried didnt make me fat! woo~
uber low: hi uber low! HAHAHA. omg. u were damn funny in the play man. rawk on!
someone: psps/
gwen: haha! i think the pix is gone and yeah! i love choir camp man!
yvette! yahhH! love it man:DDD
jasmine: hah! omg serious? thats so cool! keep the teachers confused! and i think there'll be less ppl bahh since there's nine classes instead of 8.and updated! whee!

regret; wasnt a word that crossed her mind
and im glad it wasnt in ur mind either(:

chalet<3[edited]

2007-11-22T07:40:00.001-08:00

HEL0! finally back frm camp!
i broke2 records by not sleeping for a dae
and sleeping for another 24hrs the moment i reached home.
i was uber tired! trying to keep myself awake.

hmm, anw, before i start blogging 3E'O8!
HERE I COME:DDDD
im starting to love my class and decided to keep the appeal form.
soo. hehe(: im so looking forward to the first dae of skool!
(although i have not touched on my hw for a very long time!)

okayy!! shall start blogging.

CHALET RAWKED! AND THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING IT SUCCESSFUL MAN:DDD firstly, 2B-IANS! I LOVE YOU GUYS. AND RAWK ON:D and my clique! i love you guys man:DD

thanks for making the impossible possible guys.
(although u all still owe me $5 ahhh, tsktsk)
hehe.NAHH, just kidding(:

[some pictures missin.efffff. but hack la. they arent that important.
to that fking humji. dont think THIS will demoralise me
& dont mess with my boy* cause it wont end well, trust me.]

random shots la. but. i love you la. happy?

x33333 idiot.
[imagine there's a picture]
before the BBQ. see la, these guys slacking playing cards.
haha. i can see ur cards farhan! aka. future classmate horrr?

[yes, its an imaginary picture]
erina the pro handling the fire with extreme care.

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside]
tilted!isabel, gwen, me, hazel and denise! hehe! babes for life siaaa.

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains]
erika, me, gwen and constance! wheee!

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains next to a lion]
me and mel. the one that looks like my mother. haha
MY MOTHER.

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains next to a lion being very kaopei]
knsgsl. (gordon, shaun, lihao, seb[top] nevin and kenny[bottom]
everyone so happy! haha. and who odd one out?
seb! cause u're not in b class!( u
look cute!)
[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains next to a lion being very kaopei with bees flying all over]
zzz

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains next to a lion being very kaopei with bees flying all over cause there's yamasaki]
i look short. tsk! how can sia?!
nevin sim! i bet u tiped toed!D:

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains next to a lion being very kaopei with bees flying all over cause there's yamasaki and his gf]
yes! im finally taller than him! wheee!

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains next to a lion being very kaopei with bees flying all over cause there's yamasaki and his gf and the lion comes back to hunt them]
me and mel! my mother!haha!
but my mom not that horny!

[yes, its an imaginary picture with people inside wearing curtains next to a lion being very kaopei with bees flying all over cause there's yamasaki and his gf and the lion comes back to hunt them with a chiobu trying to tame it]
me and halina!(:

[okay the quotations just now was to replace the pictures(words below the pix). read them and u noe it'll make sense. i describe ppl funnily.haha!]
now, the pix...

xinyi and ryan. they look funny. and ryan looks white as usual!

GWEN. ME. FEL! YEAHHHS! WE RAWK(:

FOOD. WE ATE. i like the curraye.

me, parvesh and kenny. kenny extra la.

look who's so "man" horr? scared of fire! haah
fun part: where's the BRU(BRA)-SHHHHHHH
haha!xDDD

its blue!o.O yummy chicken.hehe:D

AFTER all the BBQ-ing was mahjong and poker session!
it was damn fun luh! and nevin kept losing in mahjong! hah!
anw,
xinyi= limpei
ryan= sibei
erina= nabei
nevin= kaopei
HAPPY FAMILY.!

nick in his skinny jeans! omg! red somemore!
AHAHAH. WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE NUTS.
and parvesh wore skinny jeans too!

seb trying to do a split. ouch, and gordon was being lame with his actions.
wait. seb's pants were unzipped! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. damn funny luh!
and seb was trying to move his breasts like the mocca advertisement.
thus, he was groping his own breast during the whole bbq
(but it did move. alittle. haa! maybe cause u groped it too hard!)

after that, me, erina, xinyi, kenny, gordon, nevin, seb and nick went to macs to slack.
treated them to milo and sundae $18++
wtf. haha. seb lost his way hme and u turned back to macs. so idiot la!
and nick looks like a baby in this photo. haha:D

SO DOES KENNY. u idiot. dont like you la>NOT!(MY BABY LA.)
anw, we talked and gossip bout lots of stuff.
frm class secrets to who like(d) who and why
to scandals!! and some sick and censored stuff la.
haha. jasmine!be careful!XDDD

milos. hehe. yumyum. i like barneys.okayy. random

GUESS WHO? SHE LOOKS LIKE THE ONE IN SOME CARTOON SHOW,
HAA. SO CUTE!

after that around 12.30 they went hme and i went back to chalet
while erina an xinyi went to someone else's chalet.
this is what sherting did! she misses someone la hor?(hinthint*)
i like the heart. reminds me of his retarded face.DD:

jo trying realllllly hard to solve the rubix cube
and she did! yeahss!!!*claps hand*
ohh! we were all scared of bathing alone.
so we were talking to each other to get ourselves distracted frm those kinda creepy stuff
but everything turned out fine.
shertingis the bravest!!!

then camwhoring session! we decided to all tie highhigh!
hehe. looks cute thoughxDDD

testing tesing 123

lookin at the camm. its so cool!

jo and jasmine. hehe! laughlaugh!

SAY CHEESE!(:

I LOVE my phone.

hello. we are the emo elmo team. although i prefer barney.
elmois red and fluffy.whee!

they sae i look like mel in this pic
me=mel= my mother. wtf?

heehee! sepia rawks! lets all play the game called kiss the bride!
aka. jo!

sepia rawks.

yes it does. oh yea babaye:DDD

haha. we're all random ppl

arghhh! sherting! im going to eat u.

everyone looks spastic!

we're all tired. im slacking with my phone.

*GASPS!* WTF?!

WAAA. what do u see?
open ur eyes and birdshit fall into ur eyes. haha.
im so siao. kisiao todae man:DDD
did i mention bout todae? haha. so random.xD

u're my latest obssession( referring top my gold lg choc phone la)

bleahss. i look tall dont i?XDDD

spastic me! hahaha!

yeas! i finallt get to hold the phone!
holyyy!

u're my my my greatest obssession AGAIN! (phone i love u to bits)

one so emo, one so hyper. haha. we're two of a kind!

spastic again!haha

big feet, small feet. we go ~~hand~~ feet in ~~hand~~ feet!

me and jo! jo looks naked. sexaye and hottie combined!

phone, my greatest obssession. i was dozing off at that moment.

count how many shots i have with my phone.haha!

and my phone again. jasmine look so cute!

dae2! THIS IS WHAT GORDON AND KENNY DID TO THE SPRITE!
they left it in the freezer the previous dae and the next dae it turned to ice.
haha. quite cool actually(:

headed to macs. macflurry-ies

jasmine and sherting.

sherting is hyper! jasmine's sleepy.

jo is so blurr!haha
met vicklayana and gang n renee thot that it was my bdae
den he gave me a pair of earring stole frm his mom.
LOL! I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD. den i told him;" no earhole"
and they were like WTF?! HAHAHAHAHA.
so funny can?!

the blur block!

squash you into bits!

dont shoot me!noooo.scandall!

[shucks!! i lsot that photo. but NEVERMIND. i can take loads of it in future. bleahs.]
i x3 you. anw. after that we headed to escape to play awhile.
den took a bus to pasir ris mrt to tm.
sherting went homeDDD:
BUT we did talk bout nicee stuff. heeh*(:

she looks black. haha!

double shot

another shot with handphone. sighsigh.
and look at jo!so funny!xDDD

hahaha! so random

bus ride.

in the bus. 1234! high five!

jasmine and sherting !did i mention they have the same shirt?

emo- black and whiteee.

haha.

me and sherting.

spastic. i love pink pigs!

me and jasmine at pasir ris mrt.

jo, jasmine me and sherting!
the 4 musketeers! that sounds like soooo much nicer lo!
haha. den we went to tm to visit sihui.
it was raining heavily! blahha n we ran in the rain to catch the train back to downtown east.

so all in all.i loved that chalet.
it rawked man!!;D
THANKS EVERYONE WHO CAME. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
i will update on this post more tmr. cause its like so late le.
will reply tags tmr and post on choir camp tmr tmr too!
cya(: and here's the post!

2007-11-16T06:24:00.000-08:00

hell0!! i've gt much stuff to blog bout.
1stly, chalet.

i dunno what to sae la. just get ur butts there and arrive by 5.30-6.
yea. and enjoy.
lots of party(and scandal?!)
haha. drinking and stupid dares.
just relax and enjoy man:DDD

AND. we've gt back choir schedule so freakin packed sia.
i've gt sth to flame but i'll do it at the end of the post.
hmm, shant spoil the celebration mood yea??
so back to my point. i wont be able to post until wednesdae when my camp's over
sat,sun= chalet
mon, tues, weds=choir camp.

yes, thats how busy i am....

now, fun stuff.
me gene gwen and yinshuang had lunch tgt after choir. we planned to change our blog's links due to the great idea of someone:DDD
gene: iloveparrots@bs.
gwen:iloveflamingos@bs.
mine:ilovecock@bs.not.
xDDDDD all of them are birds what!
and cock is a bird okay. a MALE bird.
lawl!

haha.i've ended my "wonderful post"
now. there has been this recent FATass( more emphasis on the fat please)
that LOVES spreading rumors( which is mostly UNtrue) frm his fucking big mouth as big as his spare tyre. goshh. i dont understand why u cant keep ur fucking mouth shut. and u'd keep blabbering like so fucking old chicken.. AND not to mention u like being a hellishly BIG lampost hor? blocks the whole entire road man. go cut some weight la and dont walk like tellytubbies that just lost their balance la. wahlao eh.
boy, u shld learn this word: R-E-S-P-E-C-T. for YOUR FRENS AND SENIORS.
cause they aint used to be bossed around.
so get a life boy or i'll make YOURS hard for the upcoming daes. piece of fucking ass.

tag replies:
dear: yea! true.!i get to buy my favourite wanton noodles at parkway after tuiiton! and nan quan mama new cd too!:DD
Ztark: chey! u den bo liao ah.
jet: huh? im trying to set a foundation(which isnt working)
sihui: srry! i cant cause my tuition's at parkway and its too far!D: its okayy! i'll see u tmr! stay happy and smiles always kayys?(:
lisa; its okay! the play turned out fine afterall:D
someone: pfft! just sae la. okayy lets make a deal! tell me who u r when we get back which class we're in.!
lisa: huh? what happened. i loved the play whee! and the other class is very nice and fun too(:
jaychou: OMG. ahaha. but i noe ur real identity. too bad u're not jaychou. if not i'll go bonkers but i love the jaychou songs. i love him man(:
jet: its chicken FEET. not chicken feed.haa!
junwei: yea! i like all the members man:DD and okayys. beta come choir tmr cause todae mr kwei test the guys voice lehh! jeremy now tenor. u missed it la u! tsk! how can sia!
dear: here's the post and no la, that one is maopai jaychou. i want real one!! and yeah, the bbq too many ppl! i very lazy to post laxDDD haha, and why u like red all of a sudden?
gene: ahhh! stop calling me that! im beginning to hate my nameD: oh gosh.

i wanna sleep cause im tired.
kapoop.
(hi!im bernice, im brenda and im gordon, tgt! we're the 3 fucking musketeers!)
gross!*shudders*and where's constance? constance and gor make a good pair can?!

2007-11-14T06:02:00.000-08:00

hell0! and yes! im finally done with my new blogskin.
took me like 2hrs man.
changed the background colours and profile and literally everything!

the top part's edited by me too! though its abit screwed up.
i shall try and find a nice picture next time and replace the words.

soo. todae's tuition was alien language.
its all bout logs.... kapoop! IM braindead frm studying.
sheeshD:

and i bought nan quan mama's cd.
ahaha, their voice is go0die man!
the girl is chio and the guys are handsome. so yeaa!(:

OH!&&& THOSE COMING TO THE BBQ PLEASE TRY AND BRING
ONE BOTTLE OF VODKA.
HELL YEAH, WE GONNA PARTAYE TILL THE NEXT DAE:DDD

will reply tags tmr.
please ti3 liang4 wo3
and gimme a break after so much editing and amathing(:

muchloved~

the best thing and most beautiful thing in the world
cannot be seen or heard
it must be felt with the heart.
thanks for todae boy(:

2007-11-13T05:12:00.000-08:00

and just when i was 99% sure that cld put you down
u came back crawling into my life.
ARGHHHH!!!! IS GOD PLAYING TRICKS ON ME?!?!?!
its so... exhausting. when i dont wanna play this game anymore but is forced to?
what the fuck la!
anw, im a fickle girl.hehexD
(as erina said, i very easy hong one:D )

i must admit that despite staying at home
i felt happy enough and ironically.
todae happened to fall under the happiest dae of my life column.LAWL!

so what i did todae:

computer
tevee
eat
sleep
shit

ohh! i've been trying to memorise the lyrics for jaychou's album.
and hell man, they're nice! i like the 2nd track, 4th,5th,7,9 and 10th lots&lots!
jay chou's 4th song fits my type of guy.hahahha. go listen to it la!

and i found out quite alot of stuff todae too. like:

ziyi's greatest sin is eating fried chicken
nick's gonna try and bring vodka to the bbq, if not sparkling juice.
we gonna try to push mel's mom into the pool when she comes OR just throw water bombs at her la.
SOMEONE drank two cups of vodka and cannot take it liao.xD

and manymany others. so staying at home aint that bad!
tmr gonna have amath tuition*grumbles*
I HATE AMATH. SUCKS LIKE SHIT CAN?!
ughhhh.ahh well.

cant wait for sat's bbq.wheee!(:

tag replies:
jasmine: yarla! uber nice lo!! ur mom finally let u go out!o.O haha, and yup. last minute thingy that dae den sihui gt work, sherting i tink gt tuition, nvm bahh. saturdae can ritee? but u all have to wait for my tuition to end first which is at3. den we can go tgt!
jet: huh? what punching bag? i've gt many punching bags okayy. so lucky me(esp when im angry!) muahahaha
someone: haha. yeah rite man! now im nuetral. and haha! purple shirts rawk my socks!hehexD
ohh, and btw hor, u haven tell me who are you lehh. sick of guessing games la!
lisa: erm, you just look like one?haha! i dunno! wear nothing! nahh, just kidding. wear a cape or sth bahh!jiayous!
jac: oh, ohkayys! haha(:

just one note from you.
turned my dae around.

from the bottom of the ocean, to the top of the world.

2007-11-12T02:55:00.001-08:00

hell0! before i start posting bout todae,
i apologise for my rather harsh words at my previous post.
and thanks to those ppl that asked me to chill.
haha.i need liang cha yarr?:DD
i learnt that trust is a very big and important word.
and maybe im jus too gullible.
and also, when im freaking pissed. please do not aggravate me.
its just... dumb.haha.
but ahhwell, let bygones be bygones.
i shant brood bout it cause it causes more wrinkles when i get angry and frownxD

its been a busy dae for me todae.
went out with erina and justin to catch the show-
THE GAME PLAN. and it was so freaking nice can?!
i loved the show lots!(((:
and i almost cried!! it was damn touching...
so everyone shld go and watch it!

nothing much to blog bout todae,
but I WORE MY PURPLE SHIRTT:DDD
anw, sihui! i noe u're working right now...
but you must cheer up and stay happie!
(ohh, and that malay guy's voice damn nice. and he's cute too!xDDDD)

ps: srry to justin for spilling the whole ice lemon tea=x

tag replies:
sihui: yes i did! i visited you todae(: and the waffle was yummy! and haiyo, whatever itis, stay strong and cheer up okayys? ohh! try and blog luh!! i wanna read too!
someone:haha.. i dunno bout the other s0meone, but the mdm goo one is my friend la, he lamer one sia!and yeah, im chilling. cause its freezing over here. lawl!
sherting: =x sorry for being so harsh and dont angry la. im sorry kayys? hope that he wont affect our frenship. ohh! i deleted my blog le.(if u get what i mean) and i dunno whether i still like him anot. im so fanfanfan! now ur turn to help me le.!and find out what asap?
zhyin: haha. okayys(: and thanks for your concern! takkair!*

cause the world aint that peaceful.
(believe or not, its up to you.)

dedicated to a idiotic dumbass that killed my dae.

2007-11-11T08:27:00.000-08:00

before YOU read this post, i jus wanna specify
i dont know whether i still like him. cause i feel like killing him now.
so im writing this post with a confused mind and a pissed mindset.

i dont care if you're read this post.
im alr like freaking sick and you JUST had to irritate me
everyone jolly well noes that when im in a bad mood.
the best thing is to fuck off and the last thing on ur fuckish mind wld be irritating the hell out of me.
but obviously, due to ur limited brain cells,
u just did the exact opposite *claps hands*
u are the world's retardest arsehole in the whole universe.

let me tell u what exactly happened and perhaps, u can jus use those few brain cells on ur head left
to analyse why you are so freaking dumb, dumbass.
so listen up.
1) i was jus talking to ur beloved girlf bout tmr's schedule when u opened ur bloodyhellishly stinky mouth.but thats not the main point. i jus asked u bout maybe planning the damn thing tmr and u had to give a bunch of nonsensical excuses like errrr, if we do this then its too much of a coincidence..
blahblahblah, IF U DONT WANNA HELP. DEN JUS FUCKIN SAY IT.

and bout sth you said:" he angry........( fill in the blanks urself)
and i jus bluntly replied: ask him to go get a life cause he's retarded.
and dumber than dumb, you said: i think u're the one who shld get a life when u like him. jus go say it la.

oi. like HELLO. read the top part: im writing this post with a confused mind
so SHUT THE FUCK UP. and YOU shld get a life and care bout ur own girlf running away frm u 1st la.
a boy can confess to a girl but not vice versa. are you like meta?
if I ever do that, id be seen as despo and stupid. of course i wont follow ur stupid actions and humiliate myself in the end. comeon man, go home and watch more animes la you si pajiao.

moving on,
u were grumbling like a chao ahgua when i was talking bout tmr's plan.
and DUH! u aint invited. cause i dont give a shit bout whether you die or what so ever,
ohh and bout the speaker thingy.
after u grumbled like a retarded fker bout the speaker,
being so kind i moved METRES AWAY from the com.
den u asked me bout the modem..
and i was NO WHERE NEAR IT.
and u complained like a whinny pussy.

i clearly rmb what you said: you shldnt move metres away, you shld move kilometres away...
i think your phone has some FRIGGING PROBLEM.

i swear i almost wanted to curse you till THE DAE YOU DIE,
but count urself lucky, i am sick and wld rather NOT waste my breath talking to idiots like you.
and hello? you want me to go all the way to malaysia to talk to you isit?
since its KILOMETRES AWAY. use your brains man.
god gave you a brain to tink. not to use it to think bout love and animes.
i tink the brain inside ur head is as good as nothing.

finally, this is to spite you and vent all my anger i have left here.
u said: *coughcough* as if he wanna see you liidat.
okay. that was the last straw and u're so dead.
i've had enough.

comeon man, face reality. look into the mirror.
look at ur horribly distorted face.
who the fuck wld like you you tell me.
and ur dress sense is horrible
i dont think you're even fit to wear that uniform
its like a total disgrace to the whole cca man.
you shld go join the chao agua club.
or the chicky club, it suits you like amillion times more.

so all-in-all,
YOU should get a life.
sickening humji.

(cut out some parts frm my other blog cause it was too censored.)
but yeah, u shld noe who it is.
and i hope he falls of a boat and drowns a painful death.
UGHHHH! WHAT THE FUCK MAN. IM SO PISSED.
thanks to that pathetic faggord.

2007-11-11T06:05:00.000-08:00

hel0! apparently, i still have a throbbing headache which refuses to disappear.
thats jus sad.
and the medicine caused me to cut down on my shopping trip.
*grumbles*
after eating medicine, i headed to parkway to get those purple stuff i wanted.
but i feeling drowsy and floaty like a ghost,
i bought only 1top. sigh!!!!
i wanted those pair of shoes too! but was too lazy to walk.
ugghhhhhhhh. nevermind. i shall get it some time.

the purple STRIPES shirt that i bought @ fox.(:

original shot.

in sepia

in negative;

in bluish(: blue as the sea

in reddish. red as the colour of my heart; and urs

and in greenish. green with envy

im jus playing around with the effects in my phone.lawl!

&my cousin's girlf's gonna help me highlight my hair for free
(and yes,she's a professional hairdresser)
whee~ so im either gonna highlight it red, or blonde
hahahah.maybe hot pink?xD haha.
thats gonna be hothot.

ps: i was happily downloading my fave fonts when this fucker came and spoilt my mood.
he just had to. and dont worry, here's a flame for u.
stop being such a fucktard and try all means and ways to demoralise me.
its not that u're that go0d either, u fuckish no brainer..
AND. stp being so hypocritical esp when u sae sth, and mean another.
cheesepie, mofo.

tag replies:
sihui: aww, its okay, band can pon la:DD blahh. but the waffles u sell are nice! i shall go buy more next time i visit you again(: and todae shld be no.4 bahh.i tink. must update!
lisa:hehe(; of course i cant put it openly:DD and yeah, dont wrry, i'll show it to you when we meet up again. rmb to bring ur vampire outfit for the big dae! and i tagged le! cya(:
s.h: okayys! relinked le!ahah! yeah, i dont tink erina noes bout it yet! muahaha!! (but when she sees my blog she's most prob gonna kill me.=x )
mdm goo: yeah rite mdm goo! u think i scared of you ah? lawl. you mao pai mdm goo la. haha..
someone: oh hello! u go oversea den come back ahh. and so many impersonators meh? i thot u were the one all the while? ahh well.
dear: hey dear!(:
jinzhuang: dotss! u were the onli sec1 tenor on sat. LOL. was it scary?
astrid: haha. of course not! its the maopai one. mdm goo would use funny and not farneey
only ONE person spells funny as farneey.hahah!

now i dont even noe if my feelings for u are true;
or jus plain deception.
[blahh, too tired to find any pictures todae]

2007-11-10T06:56:00.001-08:00

hel0!choir's not reproductive at all.
im starting to dislike the fact that there's choir pracs.
some teachers are jus biased.
so why dont YOU get the facts rite before u open ur fking mouth and start blabbering nonsensical stuff u beyach.
hope u get fired soon(:
yours sincerely.

ahh, todae's a bad dae.
sick during choir so did nothing. ryan was sleeping like a pig (as usual)
and junwei told me some crazy facts bout barnabus( yes, its that hottie)
den after choir imme. went to the doctor.DDD:
gene and gwen went to tm to catch a movie.
so now im love and physically sick. boohoohoo
ahhwell, what can i sae. which idiot wld be so idiotic to take a fkin taxi home. u fker.

but the go0d part-
I FINALLY GOT JAYCHOU'S NEW CD. hahha:DDD
so freakin happy((((((((:
and im shopped for cousie's bdae pressie.
apparently, we plan to give him a surprise bdae bash.
yup, hopefully, this time the PLAN will succeed
haa, bu neng shuo de mimi=x

mummy promises to take me onto a shopping spree.
yeahs!
and i've alr found 3things that id buy
andyes, they're all purple! so im a loyal davincian can?!

ps: i've been crazy of the colour purple since the dae of the house systems. haa.
but im still not over PINK yet, i love hot pink just as much as purple!
whee~(:

will reply tags tmr.
i wanna slp now. drowsiness is killing me.
tata`

It's a typical love story
We started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted
Just steals your heart
I never saw it comin'
Till I fell so hard

2007-11-08T05:09:00.000-08:00

hel0! happy deepavali guys!
haha. went to my cousin's hse to slack todae.
played basketball.blahblah
todae's such a typical dae.

im so freakin tired sia.
& im waiting for my other cousin to come home so we can play mahjong!
(sihui, jo and... jasmine! hahaXD mus come to my hse play mahjong more often eh?(; )
ohh! i won bout $4 in mahjong.hehe

& tmr im collecting jaychou's new album
*claps hands*
cant wait for tmr man:DDDDDDDD

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ELEVEN:You walk really slow when you're withthem.
TEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.
NINE:You smile when you hear their voice.
EIGHT:When you look at them, you can't seethe other people around you, you justsee him/her.
SIX:They're all you think about.
FIVE:You realize you're always smiling whenyou're looking at them.
FOUR:You would do anything for them, justto see them.
THREE:While reading this, there was oneperson on your mind this whole time.
TWO:You were so busy thinking about thatperson, you didnt notice number sevenwas missing
ONE:You just scrolled up to check & arenow silently laughing at yourself.

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*And something good will happen to youtonight.

*If you don't... you'll certainlyregret not doing it
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haha. i really read the post till i forgot the no.7.
dots.

OH. BY THE WAY.
anony tags are jus ppl that love hiding behind the com screen
cause yes, they're faces are jus TOOOOOOOO HORRIBLE.
and dont wrry, i not onli hate ur face, i hate ur everything.
&im not saying im pretty and super chio!im not so bhb can.
this is MY blog. i have EVERY SINGLE AUTHORITY HERE.
perhaps u're a fucking retard that simply can understand a shit.
boohoohoo. thats jus so sad. i wonder why ur mother even gave birth to mentally retarded ass like you?incest? yeah maybe.lawl
&ur aunt's a plastic surgeon wow!
thats good! at least if a plastic surgeon can make my face like uber chiobu
then all the more better,
BUT. unfortunately, i dont think ur aunt can even cure that shitty face of urs.
*sobs* so maybe u shld put a paperbag on ur head.
so that ppl wont go blind seeing YOUR face.
SO, I THINK U'RE better off dead than alive. sigh.
u're one pathetic dog.

dunno what im talking bout? its ohkay.
i jus deleted some anon. tags that apparently is in denial that he/she has a face of a dog.
and im jus afraid that tag wld cause virus attacks in my com.

ps: hiding behind a computer screen is stupid. jus put ur pathetic name down la.
unless... u hate ur name like shit? haha. thats the onli answer i can find.O.o
RETARD.XD

des: uh-huh... dots.
jinzhuang: haha. where gt sia?!
gene: why are we rude? we were VERY nice mahh
sihui: hha! yeah!! i like my barney outfit! its purple and that proves that im a loyal fellow davincian! haha:DDD u have band tmr? if not i can meet u for lunch!hmm...
yinghui: hel0! haha. no la, im ohkay la.( im not BHB like SOMEppl) yeah. haha, cya so0n s0me dae den!g0d bless(:

i hate it that i love you.
i hope u die soon so i wont have so much troubles.
UGHHHh!

2007-11-07T04:59:00.000-08:00

hell0! just went to TM to slack.
went out with gene, sihui, gwen!
sherting came to join us for awhile
while xinyi met us ay bedok mrt!
it was a niceeee dae.
watched S.T.A.R.DUST.omg.
it was jus nice. hearing the name makes my heart glow too!
and u noe what do stars do? THEY SHINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
so dont fade away....

but the show's really nicee!veryveryveryvery!!
and the kissing scenes too!:DDDD WAHAHAHA!
yumyum.(:

&on tues!!! after bbq, sihui, jo and erina came to my house!!
we played mahjong, and cards.
playing stress with sihui was so stressful can?!?!
haha.and they were very tired after less than afew hours of sleep
haiyoyo,
but many happy things happened so yeah!!
its better to be happy than emo!

and jo please get well so0n!! and sihui must go see him asap.

so yupp. pictures!::

the "shy" ones. trying to hide under who's jacket ahh?

our reflection in the mirrors!haha!

erina's sleeping like pig~ ahaha! and hugging my chicken at the same time!

thats the love of my life, my idiot.MY STAR!!!

my feet! it looks a though its stepping through another dimension!
okay, srry guys. im crazy over fantasy movies so far.haa!

i LOVEEEE my blog.( and the mama mia song as well!)

she's a happie girl! hell yeah(:

thinking of you. emoing

hugs and kisses.

im so black! ahah! u cant see me! muahaha

lastly, i love you.

todae!
was waiting for sihui at bedok for lunch.
den saw some sea ppl. dotss..
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and this guy is so freakin cute! he's wearin the sea outfit and boy,
i can tell u he has a bright future man.haha.

barney's my brother!

see the contrast?haha.!

peaec!

gahh! im falling off the screen,
wait. on second thot, i can defy gravity.wahaha

gene...

xoxo.

me and sihui! sihui mus not be emo yarr?(:

AHAHA. eat shit!

more stars!!!((:

EIGHT STARS. very important numbers and words.

after a late night, me and gene's reflections.

okay! so let me tell u a joke!
why when the kaya talk the coffee keeep quiet?
CAUSE, BREAD TALK, KOPITIAM!HAHAHAHA.
i like that joke.

ohkay. from todae onwards.
im telling everyone i love him
[[mylove-****.blogspot.com]]

tag replies:
jinzhuang: huh? i gt cheat u meh? haha.
dear:yup! but in the end i also never sae. i tink you noe who it is, wait. YOU DO KNOW! HAHA. yup. but i dont want SOME ppl to noe.. tell u another time when i see you! takkair and yes, follow my heart *& i'll find the right route.
erina: yeahs! dardar's the best! and yup, you takkair too ya?
astrid: YA LAH!! HE SUCKS LIKE HELL MAN! AND HE'S GOING DOWN! bet todae's committee wasnt a go0d one huh? *gross~!!*
charmaine: yupyup. i tagged on ur blog le!haha
sihui:ya! me too! and the meaning is also very meaningful! and its okayy, now my turn to thank you! thanks for the favour todae! and i did chuan meimei todae! did i? haha. u also cnt stay emo and follow ur heart too ya? lovee!
jo:haha! its okay jo! health more important! get well soon so u can go to the clique outing!! and yeah, i noe why u wanna go to my hse luh!! haha, my cousin can teach u!xD haha! yeah, LOUSY!
junwei: hmm, okayys! but perhaps tmr cause im preetty busy todae and hah, its okay, jus dont spell it wrongly again!
jasmine: yup! here's the post for u(:
AEIKOSTX: whee! kinda la! and ya lo! so long nvr tag le still dare sae.hahaXD jus kidding! yup. and its fellatio luh! haiyo.(:

ps: my parents are such asses. KNNBCCB. GO EAT SHIT LA

my star;
dont ever fade away!

2007-11-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

hel0! thankyou someone for helping me clear my thots
and realise what my happiness was.

i think,im ready.FINALLY.
im gonna tell him* what i really think.
and im sureeee bout it. i think.
takkair*

tag replies:
dear:haha! i was laughing at them like a retard!! and u get what i mean. that ***** sucks like hell man. i somemore same cca with her. CAN DIE SIA.
gene: no la! i tell funnier lo!you can see that everyone will laugh at my jokexDDD
sihui: yeah! im starting to like it man:DDD haha. cant wait for cca recruitment daeee!!!
gene: true and WE DONT GET TO SING THE MELODY. which sucks. and with ahem* trying to act pro, i wanna puke man!
astrid: haha.at least we get to sing the melody for super trouper but i like mamamia too! the lyrics are niceee:DD
jasmine: nono! cannot emo! must sae NO!to emo and i noe u're not emo now. hehe. CONGRATS girl, must stay happie frm now on horrr.(:
joselyn: oh! i bought it at sembawang. yepps. its really nice:DDD

2007-11-03T07:43:00.000-07:00

MAMA MIA.

I’ve been cheated by you since I don’t know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don’t know how but I suddenly lose control
There’s a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I’ve missed you
Yes, I’ve been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?

Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.
I’ve been angry and sad about the things that you do
I can’t count all the times that I’ve told you we’re through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won’t be away too long
You know that I’m not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I’ve missed you
Yes, I’ve been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
Mamma mia, it’s a game we play
Bye bye doesn’t mean forever

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I’ve missed you
Yes, I’ve been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go

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im starting to love this song.
haha. MAMA MIA!
MYMY,HOW CAN I RESIST YOU(:

we'll be singing that for cca recruitment dae.
& i bet there'll be a bunch of monkey actions put into the song.
blahh.MAMA MIA(:
will reply tags tmr.hehe:DDD

ps: pre ordered jay chou's new album which will come in ONE WEEK'S TIME.
OHMYGAWDDDDD!!!cant wait man!
&&& i bought his 2008 calendar too.
that was after amath lesson which sucks like hell.
i hate math. AMATH IS GOING DOWN U PIECE OF SHITASS!!!

pss: i needa change blogskin, but nothing interests me so far.boohoo.
haha.i like kissing YOU.

i could never let you go.
ilike kissing pictures.
YOUYOUYOUYOUYOUYOU- THATS WHOM IM CRAZY OVER.

2007-11-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

hel0! todae there's choir
wheeee~

went to ecp 1st@subway
den parkway. choir was boring.
but the mama mia song was nice, the lyrics!
i shall post them tmr when i get my scores back.

& did i mention my amath tuition starts tmr?
what a pisser, but my agrees on buying me sth after that :DDD
hehe, thats an extra bonusxD

ohkay! i shall tell u 3jokes todae.
laugh for all i care. im trying to make u happie here okayy.
sotong told me that if u laugh for 15sec, your life wld be prolonged by 2daes
so laugh like some mad dog or ppl u see in the mental hospital.
that way u can have eternal life.
nownow:

joke1:
whats brad pitt's brother's name?
ARMPIT!;DD

joke2:(gene told me this)
why when doraemon said hi to hello kitty, hello kitty didnt say hi back?
oh! cause she has no mouth.

SEE! NO MOUTH.

joke3:
now suppose that hel0 kitty has a mouth, when she says hi to doraemon;
why didnt doraemon say hi back?
cause he has no ears and is deaf.

haha. LOL.i noe im lame,
but im trying to kill time. anw AUDI'S MY NEW CRAZEEEEEE

ps: ohh, on a sidenote bout 2B BBQ.
please DONOT bring anyone extra(eg: girlf, boyf)
CAUSE HE/SHE IS NOT IN OUR CLASS.
read: 2B bbq
and esp when ur girlf/boyf looks HORRIBLE,
(the sort that looks like a slut/asshole
complete the sentencet urself)
short, fat and fugly.*pukes blood*

tag replies:
choyin: yess!& must take lots of pictures as well!!!
yunning: okayys, i'll relink you asap ya?and haha, no la, i didnt go ballet. i didnt learn ballet! maybe cause i tie damn high=x hehe^^takkair!
dear: yupyup, thanks lots!!and takkair yaa?((((:
jet:whee!huh? and that lyrics from which song one? did i hear it b4? and dont emo la. lawl.
choyin: haha! i got can?! jus that i eat halfway den rmb MUST TAKE PICxD but the bread read nice and its zhen FANG. haha, not YUAN this time!
baobei: haha, where got obvious? i also hack care liao. i love him veryveryvery muchiie. haix. and of course i noe what u're talkin bout!hahaxD
baobei help me!!!D:
sihui:hehe.yup; i love that song and of course! im a jay chou fanatic!!!!! everything bout him also must noe! ohh! i love jaychou lotsss.(:
gene: yeah, i've heard. quite nice actually. sang by who ahh?& i like jaychou's emo songS:D

im ~~not~~ missing you.
babylove.babybabyyy.

2007-11-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

hel0!im feeling really hyper rite now.
hmm, i dunno why either. haha.
anw, just now met dear at macs and chatted for awhile.
i planned to complete my h/w but i didnt bring the w/s along.
haha. so idiot.
&i realised that ~~i cant stop thinking of him?~~
cheespie mofo. i dunno la! my mind's confused.

ytd went out with gene! haha, damn fun
we watched the seeker and the guy's so freakin cute.(gene agrees(: )
and me- being uber boliao- went to white sands (my homeee)
den went to east point, den back home

we're gonna have a date next wed and plan to start out trip at tana merah
(changi airport) and head down all the way to city hall.
haha. we're mad!!!

tmr there's choir! i hope that it'll be a funn one xD

gene trying to act like jay chouxD

i dunno what im hiding frm la! random lamer.

kiss the pig!=x

awww,its elmo.

iTS EMO ELMO!!!!!!!

sexaye elmo(:

elmo's mine!!! dont take him away frm meD:

kiss elmo's ass. its red like a baboon's! nicee.haha.
im sick.

yummy half eaten hk bread.

kua simi kua?(in hokkien)

go die la! SEE SEE SEE, dig ur eyes out den u noe.

jay chou emo act2. haha.

will reply tags tmr ya?
takkair guys:D

i've been telling the whole world bout u
cause i want them to noe that u're the best boyf i've ever had.
and im saying this jus for YOU.the idiotic goong headed one.

2007-10-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

hel0! srry for the late post guys!
my internet is apparently screwed as after dl-ing some music scores,
the whole internet apparently became in chinese words.
CHINESE LEHHH!
&&&IM CHINESE ILLITERATE!WTF MAN.
and my dad's trying his best to solve this prob. screw you internet!

but nvm, i've enjoyed myself todae!
went out with erina, her sister, her friend(forgot his name) and sebestian.
headed to arcade to play bball. my fave! my current record=108shoots.
quite noob, but at least i beat seb who onli had 18!AHAHAHA.
he threw one of the balls over the fence and its nowhere to be seen. damn LOL.

den slacked at macs b4 taking NEOS.
and thats bout it; im broke now!
but tmr im going out with gene.ahaha.
LETS HAVE FUNFUNFUN TMR YA?LOVESSSS!

thats on mondae. when im reallyreallyREALLY bored at home

ahaha. camwhoring!whee~

i like my hair tied like this! and that was how i tied it todae!(:

wat the hell is he doin...stupid sebestian

ahaha! look! thats my skinny jeans.damn skinny right?
cause i have SEXAYE legsXD haha. just kidding

diao bu diao?

i like this shades! make me feel so "man"

zilianer.hahahaha!

i hate this picture. i look like so bloody cancer patient.
wahlao.

formal shot.

babybaby!!!

once more...

our reflections. and my goong face.

im a paedophile. dont you noe it?muahahaha:D

BUT SHE'S EVEN WORSE!HAHAHAHAHAHA...
LOOK AT HER GROPING THE BEAR!!!TSKTSK

our neoprints(:

homesweethome~
i love todae lotslots!

TAGREPLIES:
CHOYIN: haha, i know which part u laugh at liao! hahaha! barney=so round in chinese! haha. his face really looks like barney lo! and we must find a dae where all of us can go out!!!
SIHUI:haha, thanks!and u sure you not malay?XD haha. jkjk!anw, i saw ur post le, damn touching.ILOVEYOULOTS CAN?!XOXO
DEAR: haha!and thanks for everything too! &of course!! we can go home tgt anytime you want! cant bear to not go home with you!!!muackies!:D
SWEETIE:awww, thanks go0diee!!miss ya too sweetie(:
HAMIZAH: aww, i'll miss you lots too babe!:DD
DARDAR: dardar, u made my dae a happy one too!and yup, i posted them alr! love you!
DARLING:haha! alright darling, we must find one dae and we go skating tgt again kayys? den next time we go we are not the most no0b one le!XD yeahs! and thanks to you i can skate too! and miss you and love you during hols!

u're the one that i need;
the reason that i live.

2007-10-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

hel0! yes, im going to post another post.
ahaha, not that im very free, but this post is uber duper important!
cause its dedicated to all my besties and mates around me.

I LOVE THEM LOTSS!!!

my class girls.
i love them to bits.
they've made this class so bright and a better place to study in.
thanks girls for everything, from cheering me up to your wellwishes.
may god bless and takkair in the future years!
i'll miss you guys man!D:

my class girls! we rawk(:

rawk on ;D

ahah, still rmb the times when we got punished cause of farida?

still rmb the time where it was the fire drill alarm and we were made to stand in the hot sun
but in the end making a fool of ourselves?hahaXD

that was during hamizah's bdae!!!ahh, and me and gwen rushed str. after choir!!
we had lots of fun watching movie and chatting...

gwen!
i love you man:D thanks for being there for me when im down and all that gossiping during choir! also, u're the more sensible one that helps to control fel's hyperness always!
and though our class may be sepearated, i'll still rmb you! my dearly beloved friend!

FEL!
the hyper one!! i'll miss you lots too... you're the one that brightens up my dae with your whacky jokes. i still rmb you saying:" let me tell you a joke"
and i'd go" what?"
and u'll reply while laughin into my ear"haha, nothing!"
haha, i do appreciate the times when u help me when im down and the time where u knock some sense into me when i go mad.(well, angry)
haha, thanks alot my beloved friend!
i love you lots and i'll miss you to bits.

trip to some hist. thingy( i look damn goong, hha, also dunno what i was doing)
me, gwen and mel!!
ahh! MEL!
the one that cracks horny and lame jokes and laugh at her own jokes too!
i appreciate the laughter u;ve brought to the class and ur attempts to try and cheer me up when im down!!
i'll miss you babe. LOTS. LOTS.

now onto my clique! though 1year seems not long yet not short,
my bond with you guys have been great and i'll cherish every single moment spent with you guys.
frm the pain, to the anger, to the happiness and to the hyperness!
i'll rmb every single one of you.
till the day i die.
although we all noe we definitely wont be in the same class;
i noe that deep in our hearts those memories will be kept safely and edged inside out hearts,
I LOVE YOU GUYS :DDDDDDDDD

JASMINE!

i rmb i started knowing you when u comforted me at gene's hse.
and u helped me to put those pieces back into place.
thanks alot. u're a very good listening ear to me esp when im down
and thanks for accompany-ing me always for those bus rides.
thanks for ur hyperness too! it always makes us laugh like mad
and turns our sad days into happy ones.
though u always ask us to cheer up when we're down,
u must cheer up too ya? throw the bad memories away, leave the good ones behind kayys?
i'll miss you always my dear!!
no matter which class you go, u'll still be in my heart always!
thanks for giving me such go0d memories
be strong okay?i'll back u up always!

AHH. rmb the times? haha. i still find this funny everytime i look at it.
this one damn chio sia. unforgettable!XD

SHERTING!

what thing?ermerm. SHERTING
haha. do you wanna be a sim or foon or choXD
thanks for always letting us come ur house and nao fan tian!
my baobeii, must stay strong and dont let unhappy things pull you down alryt?
inlife there's always ups and downs and the memories are more important than the pieces of unwanted memories that hurt you okay?
i've started to get to know you better at the 2nd half of the year,
and frm the dao girl, i've realised you were the girl that can go very siao at times!
haha, rmb the times at the beach? rmb YOU being the murderer?
haha, dont worry, i was the onli one who saw itXD
thanks for being my confider, my friend, my baobeii;
thanks sherting.

ERINA!

from first sight, u're a loveable, bubbly and sociable girl!
everyone got along with you well! i've started knowing you better at the 2nd smemester too
and realised that u had a great personality.
u were a girl of your words and a trustworthy person. ur attitude towards liife is great!
and thanks for always cheering me up when im angry and pissed!u'll always find the right words to sae to make me happier.
thanks for also being my matchmaker. me and jsai? UR CREATION LA!
thanks for always confiding in me and advicing me the right thing to do.
u were a great friend and i'll never forget you my dardar.
love you loadssss!!!! && may u and him last long kayys?
MISSYOU!LOVEYOU!

SIHUI!

MY DEAREST! at first look, you look like a malay!
haha, no la, just joking, i first spotted you at the canteen in sec1
ahaha, cause you were the one most enthu in your speech and very loud LEHH!XD
but as i got to noe you better, i realised that you were a very nice and sociable girl
you're a loyal girl when it comes to relationship(so ahem better treasure okayy!)
thanks for also always cheering me up and giving me tissue always when i cry!!
girl! must not be too oversensitive and stay happie always kayys?
must not let little things affect or stress u up!
relax and smile always(:
I LOVE YOU LOTS MAN:DDD

JO!

ahh, this one HOTTIE SIA!and she's another stick insect just like me!
i still rmb when we watched movies tgt and your laughter-so warm yet so friendly
its really nice having you as a friend as you're really helpful and sociable.
thanks for being such a go0d friend and a caring onee!
rmb when u told me bout those guys pissing you off? i wanted to bash them for you man!
haha, thanks alot for helping me when im in trouble or when i need someone to confide in.
hopefully we'll be in the same class next year & i'll definitely treasure the memories i had with you.
thanks HOTTIE!LOVESSS!(:

CHOYIN!

helo hyperCUTIE!!
there is always one thing i'll rmb you about- your laughter.
oh mann, when u laugh, ur face goes all red and ur laughter is so contagious that we'd start laughing like mad cows!haha!!
thanks for your laughter and lame jokes as it always bring joy to my heart and cheering me up all the time. ahhaa, that barney very ROUND hor?(zhen yuan ahhh.XD)
and i still rmb the winking murder! HAHA, the way you wink is so cute! and your head will nod too! thanks for all those sweet memories!
i admire your courage and the way you face liife.
must stay strong and takkair okayy?
MY ONE AND ONLI CUTIE I'LL MISS YOU LOTS!!!

XINYI!

DARLINGG! still rmb the times where we cam whored?
rmb the times where we were noobs at ice skating?
haha! we looked like clumsy looking amatuers! so paiseh lor!
but thankfully i still have you! and we finally know how to skate tgt!
ahh, i miss those times with you man! how i wish time cld be turned back.
thanks for also cheering me up when im down always.
and i'll definitely miss you! hope we can get into the same class!!!
must not always be emo and look at the brighter side of liife kays?
takkair and god bless darling.
I LOVEYOU ALWAYS &FOREVER!!!

RACHEL!

rachel sweetie!!!! you're a very sweet girl
and thanks for ur helpfulness in every way.
im srry if i was mean in the past. and i hope u'll forgive me!
i realised that u were very cute and a gao shou in playing daidi!
haha! innocent and sweet! u're damn good in art too!
u're a perfefcionist who seems to seek perfection in everything you do.
hopefully we can go into the same class too!
&& may our memories live on. thanks girl!
i LOVE YOU LOTSSS!((:

limei!!!
though we do not talk much,
I NOE YOU'RE ONE DAMN SMART ALECK CAN!
i want ur knowledge and wisdom!
everything you do is perfect and a model student!
how i wish i were u
thanks for your wisdom and advices. i really appreciate it man:DDD
hope you and him last long too!!!
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(((:

times, short or long-
they're still part of my memory and i wanna thank everyone who has made my memories so sweet and memorable.
it seems that we learn to treasure sth more when its taken away frm us?
isit true? yes,
but whats more important is the experience and the go0d memories that we've embraced.
so thanks guys, for making my sec2 journey such a sweet and memorable one.
i wont forget every single one of you ppl!!!
thanks guys. muackies!

me, sherting and erina. still rmb!
haha. it was in march'o8

its uss!!

and thanks everyone!!salute!

cannot emo in 2008 kayys?

lets jump and celebrate for the go0d memories!

and embrce

i'll love you guys no matter what!

oh shit, i still have 3ppl to thank!
thank you choir! for shaping me into a better person and singer.
thank you choir for all the candies(if u get what i mean)

and thank you gene! for being my hyper partner!
she controls me whenever i go siao and loves to trick me during choir!
haha. i still rmb her trying to makie me spin round and round trying to find out who touch me shoulder when it was her!
haha, ilove her lots man;D
GENE! WE MUST ENJOY CHOIR CAMP TGT KAYYS?
dont fall ill again ahh!

malacca trip. ahh. i love her lots!

me and gene at pattaya! i love her man!

choir times! ryan, gwen, me and sotong

and thanks ryan for being so lame in class!
and do you sleep walk during choir?
haha,! at least we still can meet during choir though we may not be in the same class next year!
stupid teddy bearXD

still rmb the escape theme park trip? we enjoyed ourselves at the inverter!!
we must go there again tgt ya???
takkair ppL!

and finally,

i haven thank myself yet!!
thank you merilyn for being so retarded this year.
you have brought nothing but trouble to this world but thanks to your frens,
u have them to lean onto and they have changed you into a better person.
they have made you stronger and maybe abit more crazy
but thats what frens are for!
learn from your mistakes and dont commit them again kayys?
you must also persue your own happiness and not let any setback take you down.
live life to the fullest and stay goong and idiotic.
I'LL LOVE YOU LOTSSSS! WE'LL DEFINITELY BE IN THE SAME CLASS
(CAUSE DUH! IM UR TWIN SOUL TALKING HERE!)

ohkay, i tink im mad.
but hey! thanks for every single one of you that has brightened up my life in any ways
i love you guys! and i'll cherish the times with you guys.
loves!

no matter what;
i'll be here w/o you.

2007-10-29T05:12:00.000-07:00

hel0! staying at home is booring.
and there's nothing much to do other than staring at the com screen
&&&watching tv.blahh. and organising the bbq.
ohhyarr.

there'll be a class BBQ on 17n0v.
(nobaboonsallowed-inside joke)
be sure to bring $5 along cause we're afraid some ppl may eat all the fo0d upxD
yupp. u guys can meet arounf 5+ at pasirris mrt!
whole class must come kayys???
have fun guys! enjoy(:

im busy posting my other post.
so for the meantime, u guys can read this post 1st,hehe

there are only two things to worry about:
either you're well, or you're sick.
if u're well, then there's nth to wrry bout.
but if u;re sick, there's two things to worry bout-
either u'll get well, or u'll die.
if you get well, then there's nth to worry about.
but if u die, then there are two things to wrry bout.
either u'll go to heaven or hell
if you go to heaven, there's nth to wrry bout
but if u go to hell, then you'll be so busy shaking hands, with frens;
you wont have time to worry.

ps: yess! i've finally bought 2pairs of skinny jeans.
haha, and im lovin' it:D

&&& i love my dardar,dear, darling,cutie,dearest, sweetie,hottie,sexaye,honey,baobei!<3
try and figure out who is which.
jiayous(:

tag replies:
jasmine: yupyup!im finally done with it. it was one of my longest post ever! haha, and i loved ur post though im not in ur class.yupps. takkair!!!
sherting: haiyo, i help u put skotchtape. haha, cheer up baobei! must smile always!!!
gene: waa, seems like everyone's writing their posts bout their class. sigh.
ryan: yeahyeah, i edited SOMEone's though. anw, cya in choir!
someone: ahhh~so we surely not same class cox i didnt put that option down
bernice: aww, thanks for everything that u've done! i'll miss you and love you lots too! takkair sweetie(:
sherting: np baobeii!! haha, i did it for the sake of u can.XD
mingyen: of course i did la! haha, okays, i'll relink you asap. takkair!
fahmy: yeah, can still rmb u looking so embarressed. haha, but it was damn funny la! so thanks for adding so much laughter man:D
jasmine: okaydear! i jus did, wait for my other post kayys?

2007-10-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hel0! its the last day of school.
happy that i got all my holidays? nahh.
id rather trade this holidays to my daes with 2B.

my memories with2B

no matter what we;ve been through

we'll still stand tgt as one

2B willnever be seperated

though these memories

will be kept in our hearts.
good orBAD.

todae, i've realised how much 2B meant to to me.
it never occurred to me that id be that sad that our class would seperate.
i wont be seeing these ppl that often anymore next year.
and i wont be sitting in the same class, same seat with familiar faces around me.
but rather strangers enveloping me. and emptiness filling me
will 2B ever be the same again??

this is an exclusive post where u ever see me getting emotional.
no words can express my bond with you guys;
its been two years, and everything just passed in an instance.
if i were to choose which class id be in; it'll be w/o a doubt 2b.

i still remembered the 1st time we bonded- orientation dae.

we all laughed at fahmy's name cause it sounded like fuck me. haha.
& nevin's phone got confiscated during the 1st dae cause it rang.

den when school started, we started knowing each other more and bonded even better.
naufal was spreading rumours bout me. haha.
and i still rmbered isabel, mel, nabilah and qamarul sitting behind/beside me.
then love sparked? g eez,
but everyone were just young and immature at that point of time.
so i decided to forget that infactuation that i appeared to have for him

den after another relationship comes another.
it was a rocky one. hard to forget;
but i guess we were too rash and immature still at that point of time.
though those memories were edged and forgetting them seemed impossible
but it had to. it seemed to be scraped away frm me brutally.

i still rmbered us having a war.
thinking back, it was funni and cute at us secones squabbling.

den sec2, it seemed so diff. everyone matured.
i started feeling the real meaning of emo-ness. i started to feel the hard part of life.
it wasnt as easy as i thot. but life scarped through.
i seemed to be hanging on a piece of thread.
i got through well with gwen, fel and sometimes mel
(though her screams make me deaf)
boys in our class were laughing microphones.
they laughed and joked at practically anything and everything.

i learnt that i dont needa a boyf to make me feel special.
cause im one special STAR((:

i wanna escape reality;
that we had to part. my heart starts aching.
your faces will be forgotten.
& hopefully everyone will start getting used to their new classes next year.
i will miss you guys no matter what

we joked, laughed, shared everything tgt
and to see this bond fade away;
my heart tinges and tears engulf me.
i just want everything back to where it was.

thanks to all the girls for making this class a unique one.
gwen:thanks for being such a nice go0d friend and choirmate!
fel: thanks for ur hyperness and laughter, u always brighten up my dae no matter what.
mel: though how noisy u may be, i'll still miss your bubbliness and laughter that u brought to the class
denise: todae's chat made us closer and made me understand you more. thanks for your joy u've provided
hazel: thanks for being such a nice friend and todae's chat made us closer!stay chi0!
isabel: another chiobu. thanks for giving me such memories in this class.
constance: we were once very close and you were one great fren whom i could confide in, thanks.
erika: that smart aleck!thanks for your brain juices and liveliness in the class.
halina: another chio-bu! thanks for being so sweet and funny!
nabilah: next chiobu! thanks for ur bubbliness and the memories.
hamizah: i rmbered the times where u helped me with work when im in doubt, thanks for the memories!
amira: smart aleck! thanks for everything, stay smart always!
nasyatah,:i rmbered sitting next to you during exam! and thanks for being so sweet and nice always!
roszy: thanks for being so friendly and funny! u're always tha one in charge of doing all our wonderful decorations.
brenda tan: although being in this class for 1year, i've learnt more bout you and thanks for ur contributions.
brenda sim: thanks for being such a nice friend and always letting me copy chines hw! we can still meet up during choir yeah?xD
heying: though being with you for one year, thanks for you rocntributions and memories you brought to the class!
jiayu: thanks for being so hardworking and always putting ur best foot forward in everything
hweeling: though quiet, thanks for the memories that u provided to our class(:
bernice: thanks for all the sweets when im about to doze off during lessons!

and thanks our whacky class boys to make lessons so boringNOT:
naufal:thanks for being such a go0d chairman. u're one hell of a hardworking dude.
kenny: thanks for always being my punching bag. and thanks for the memories that u've put in the class(and in my heart)
ryan: thanks for bringing laughter to our class by sleeping the whole time! we can still meet up during choir times ya? whitey face! u'll be missed like shit.
gordon: thanks for always making the class so lively and funny!
shaun:thanks for all ur contributions to the class!
lihao: thanks for being such a funny and lively person. pineapples are good.xD
nevin:thanks for being such a "good" cip rep.
habib: thanks for the contributions in class, i still rmb you as my 1st class chairman.
hasif: thanks for always making farida so angry. haha, it was funni indeed.
hafiz,: thanks for ur laughter as it always keeps me awake!!
qamarul: i still rmb i sat infrnt of u when skool started. u were very funny and loves cracking jokes so thanks alot!
nicholas: though u maybe whiter than normal,sitting with you during art class was hell funni, esp when u trick ryan, haha, so thanks for that entertainment!
parevesh: thanks for ur contagious laughter always!
fahmy: thanks for ur retarded-ness and willingness to ask qns always. haha!
jun hao: thanks for adding so much laughter into our class(if u're reading this!)
farhan: once again, thanks for ur laughter and humor that brought life to the class!
ismail,: though quiEt,u're a very nice guy and thanks for the memories.
kenneth: smart aleck! thanks for always getting crazy with xinyi and ryan and making me LOL.
xinyi: u horny fellow, thanks for being so retarded when i needa cheer up.
zhenhui: thanks for being so friendly and nice!

a class of 41, and everyone one of us counts;
no matter what part they play. we're still as one
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happie retirring farida who's attempting to jaywalk

happie? or not?

i love my star.

tag replies:
jasmine: hha, nola, we're jus cousins! but we're quite close compared to other relatives.
someone: of course la!XD
davinci someone: wahh, another someone? oh no. blahh, what choice of stream you put ahh
erina: ahah! that was when they were young. so diao lo. seems like they look nicer when they're older! hahahaha.
gwen: haha, yeah! but its true what!!
rina: haha, dont wrry, i've relakked.
choyiN: HI CHOYIN(:
noob: hi noob!.haha

it seemed that we're drifting.
are we?